one more step to far through the door

[tmlstolemyheart]

yesterday
yesterday i walked into a room of a hundred souls
it was in my own universe that there was void, it was i standing in the center
i placed myself in a chair
away and repelled from people
like a magnet at the wrong end of the spectrum
afraid to be looked in the eyes, for it might kill me.

yesterday i spoke the words
why was i so blatant with these mistakes of my design?

some references in this poem refer to nfg lyrics and brand new lyrics, sorta.