Calm Down...keep breathing...
Death is just...everywhere!! One of my LJ friends died just last week of sleep apnea(God rest her soul), just found out that Weird Al's parents died of Carbon Minoxide, and now I have this scared feeling that I'll die, too...
Maybe I'm just a lil' paranoid or just having a very bad anxiety attack right now, but all this death has got me thinking about my own health, in fact, I haven't seen a doctor in over a year...and with me being overweight and all...I, too, could die of sleep apnea...so this shyt is a wake-up call for me!!! I need to get a full fucken physical, as well as a pap test(I'm ashame to say this & as quiet as it kept, I haven't had one in over 4 years *embarrassed*) & a mamorgram.
I can't afford to just live day by day without seeing a doctor, even if the doc is a lil'...incompetent. I'm scared to death right about now...or I should say, I'm scared OF death...I was going to sign up for classes at Solano College, but u know what...that'll have to fucken wait...my health is more important right about now, so I'll make an appointment tomorrow...or I should say today, since today is tomorrow.
Much Luv
By the way, kickin' it with Tiff has been hella cool, she just left yesterday...I'll see her in 6 weeks ; ) .
Maybe I'm just a lil' paranoid or just having a very bad anxiety attack right now, but all this death has got me thinking about my own health, in fact, I haven't seen a doctor in over a year...and with me being overweight and all...I, too, could die of sleep apnea...so this shyt is a wake-up call for me!!! I need to get a full fucken physical, as well as a pap test(I'm ashame to say this & as quiet as it kept, I haven't had one in over 4 years *embarrassed*) & a mamorgram.
I can't afford to just live day by day without seeing a doctor, even if the doc is a lil'...incompetent. I'm scared to death right about now...or I should say, I'm scared OF death...I was going to sign up for classes at Solano College, but u know what...that'll have to fucken wait...my health is more important right about now, so I'll make an appointment tomorrow...or I should say today, since today is tomorrow.
Much Luv
By the way, kickin' it with Tiff has been hella cool, she just left yesterday...I'll see her in 6 weeks ; ) .