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Wyatt Alexander Phillip Davis-Boughton
Born Jan. 6, 2009 4:27 pm
7 lb 4 oz
20.5"
he makes me want to change the person i am. i want to be someone good for him - someone he can look up to. i want him to like me. i want him to admire me. i want to be a good solid role model.
and when i think about the person i want to be, i'm deeply saddened by the person i am now. i've become stupid, lazy, afraid, angry, and most of all ashamed of who i am.
mostly because i know i can do better.
so that's what i'll do. i will be better. and i don't want to do it on my own. i want everyone to call me out on my shit. tell me i'm doing wrong. tell me to be strong. tell me to be true. tell me to stop lying to myself.
pick your metaphor: turning the leaf, writing a chapter, giving in to rebirth.
i want to do them all - for him.
Born Jan. 6, 2009 4:27 pm
7 lb 4 oz
20.5"
he makes me want to change the person i am. i want to be someone good for him - someone he can look up to. i want him to like me. i want him to admire me. i want to be a good solid role model.
and when i think about the person i want to be, i'm deeply saddened by the person i am now. i've become stupid, lazy, afraid, angry, and most of all ashamed of who i am.
mostly because i know i can do better.
so that's what i'll do. i will be better. and i don't want to do it on my own. i want everyone to call me out on my shit. tell me i'm doing wrong. tell me to be strong. tell me to be true. tell me to stop lying to myself.
pick your metaphor: turning the leaf, writing a chapter, giving in to rebirth.
i want to do them all - for him.