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Well, the Ducks lost game one. That pisses me off. You knew they were going to be rusty cause they had ten days off before this game, the devils only had three. The ducks are going to come out smacking some ass all over the place Thursday, wait and see. Heather called me today. We talked for a while, it was nice. Even though she was picking on me, and being mean for a while. Amanda was supposed to call, but she didn't. I think she probably did, but couldn't get through. The phone has been acting a little Jewish lately. I don't know what's up with that. I really don't like my Mom when she's around other people. She is a total different person. It's like she tries to act big and bad or something, it's fucking lame. Some of the shit she says, all I can is just look at her. I'm like Dude, your mental. It really really pisses me off. It wouldn't if she said some of the same things normally, but she doesn't. I'm like trying to make Janel's kid learn not to be a Dick, and cry about everything just to get her way, and My Mom jumps all over my case about it. I know my Mom had three kids, and was  Teacher for a long time, and all that but give me a fucking break with some of this shit. Today Janel was trying to put Nat's hair into some hair scruncheys (sp) and the kid threw a Fucking fit. Crying all loud, and running away. So Kelly started to put the things in Janel's hair, and the Kid Flipped out! She started crying anymore. She didn't want the things, but doesn't want anybody else to have them. Of Course Janel was going to take them out, and give them to her, and I was like NO! Screw that, keep them in. My Mom gets a bunch of other hair ties to use and the Kid doesn't want them either. So, Janel takes them out, the kids throws them on the floor, and goes and gets the other ones. What the shit is that. So I was calling the Kid spoiled, and Everybody jumped on my balls for it. You can't let your kids have the power. When they are this age they will hold onto anything that comes there way, and if you let them see it's okay to spaz out, and be a Dick about everything, then what do you think they are going to grow up as. I'm so sick of people questioning my opinions, and shit like that. I'll going to let them all suck my ass, when I have well behaved respectful kids, and theirs are crying about everything. People say that it's easy to say now, when I don't have kids. Fuck you. That's nigger bull shit. Just do it! Don't try to be a good parent, fucking do it, don't try to be a good friend to people, just do it. People question me, and I prove them wrong EVERYTIME. Everything in your life is mental. If you don't let it bother you, then it wont. The things you worry about, are the things you LET worry you. I know I worry about shit, but those are the things that I choose to worry about. I was talking to Janel about having kids, cause I was saying that I didn't want a lot of girls. I don't plan on having more than two kids, but whatever happens happens. I told her that It's men that have the Y cromozone(sp) so We are the ones who choose what sex the baby is. Then she tells me that there a certan dates that you can concive, to get differant sexes. Like three days before obvulation(sp) and it's girl, or soemthing like that. I don't remember. But it was pretty strange talking to her about when to knock my girl up. If it's ture, then I'm gonna have me a boy first! You know what I think is really twisted! Having kids that look JUST like the parents. This dude brian's kids, looks exactly like his wife. That's creepy. I couldn't have sex with my wife anymore if my daughter looked just like her. I'd feel way to dirty. I don't want my Son to look just like me cause for one, I'm ugly, He wont get any ass for ever, and people will always being talking shit. AWWWW HOW CUTE, all that bull shit. Also red hair sucks. Chicks don't dig the red hair. I'm talking to Heather's friend Amy. I sent her some pictures, cause Heather told her I was Cute, or something. She was probably thinking of somebody else, but I sent her the pictures, and she said I was cute. I think she's bull shitin, cause she doesn't want to hurt my feelings. I still stand by me being a 4 out of 10, looks wise. She's about to send me some pictures of her I guess. I need to go write my Angel an E mail, so I'm out, you Cum Dumpsters.

It started out all wrong
I wasn't thinking
Everything is wrong
I couldn't see it

I guess I thought that things
Would somehow try and work themselves out
I'd like to think it's not so easy
to convince myself that everything is going to be OK

Shame on me this time
I was only trying to make the best of this
I should have known
Fool me once then shame on you
Again and I must choose
Between suspicion and naivete

This is what you wanted anyway
This time shame on me

I still believe I'm right
Even though I understand your side
You have your reasons

I guess I thought that things
Would somehow try and work themselves out
I'd like to think it's not so easy
to convince myself that everything is going to be OK

Shame on me this time
I was only trying to make the best of this
I should have known
Fool me once then shame on you
Again and I must choose
Between suspicion and naivete

This is what you wanted anyway
This time shame on me