to dad and others update
Well Guys this is kind of a lazy way to update everyone including a way to tell my dad how things have been, Well Dad if your wondering this is also an entry on my Blog or an online journal if you wondering what it is.
Well lately been been kinda bored , Brents been nice too me suprisingly.... I think its cause Josh is actually standing up for himself more each day cause brent makes fun of josh's gf for the way she talks.
( Brent does impressions of her voice which makes her sound older then both my grandmothers combined with more of a crackle in there voice.... SADLY she does talk like that... Brents gf on the other hand I dont think I want to even discuss since I've been on good terms with him as good as they get for brent anyways. )
More and more each day I wondering what I'm going to be doing with these skills I'm learning and how to apply them. I feel like I'm not learning enough though so when I have the cash I go to the internet cafe and research programming when I can...
Brent's had an idea for a videogame for the computer so ive been researching how to make such things and found out I probably would like to go into programming for gaming myself since it would take around another 7 years too complete Bio-Imformantics.
( I took two intrests back before I started and went into thinking way back when what I wanted to do. I tried psychology but the problem was how I was going to have to work with the people here my speach in tagalog would have to get increasingly better. I hasn't and my filipino teacher didn't help me with what I needed the yeart before.)
Anyways bio imformantics which is using the deciphered human genome and applying it to medicine is out of my reach and doesn't look like I will be able to make there like I origonally planned too.
Game Design I can do and program fore and have fun in the process using both my psychology love and gaming both at the same time.
This last school year a few interesting things happened. I met a girl who enjoys who I am with all my wacky side traits and still loves me for it anyways and doesn't try to change me and lets me be me. My former russian ex-gf tried to make me stop acting the way i am and tried to change me. Its been a slightly rough relationship but its been a worthwhile one. I'm not saying I'll be planning a wedding or promising one. Thats something I can't do and not ready for . What I'm wondering is .... I've never had a relationship last this long that I've run out of material too be witty... UNCHarted territorty like this is kinda odd for the two of us since its both new for something to find liek this actually lasts.... Currently been...10 months going minus a 2 weeks of a major fight and im not sure of if i love you or this other person. oh and if I never told you guys her name is Margret or Magz,Maggie, Greta, for brent 3vil Gretchin, or what her family calls her Watts. She's half filipino half chinese and has large adorable eyes. If I had a larger picture of here I would send it . but neither one of us has the cash to go do much now a days.
Other then Magz..... lets see I screamed when i saw how horrible the filipino ballroom dancing for school PE is that made me cry. Margret was hitting me when I was watching the competition of terror for me .... Seeing Swing, Cha, and Quick step the way it was done..... *shutters*
I joined the Trace Artists Guild or TAG and have been learning a bit more of hip hop and breaking I think my friends bacvk home would be a lil bit more proud of me othe rhten dancing salsa and stuff. >_<; ( speaking of Salsa next month in the States I'm actually an adult by all standards and liable to be thrown into prison YIPPIE... but on the brighter side I can go to Sarayas and go Dance... I miss dancing with my friends back at the latin club but it doesn't bother me too often.
Studying is diifficult cause some of the teachers have a hard time communicating with me but when its in taglish I learn more filipino in the process. *sigh* for the second year in a row I don't get a dividend. which means im in for a world of hurt. Geez brent and me both in college.. and josh the next year... I'm feeling old and all my classmates are younger..
When I finish geez I'll be 23 but I'll be able to help my brothers finish up hopefully it will be worth it.... I'm trying hard to finish faster then normal , I'm taking extra classes each sem... My Gf hates me for it but thats okay. ^_^ I wonder if our relationship will be long enough to worry what happens after college.... I kinda want that problem to happen but lately I've lost faith in a lot of things in this world. I just have to do what needed of me and free up the burden on my parents and help my brothers , for now thats all I really care about.
Guys I'm sorry I don't know if I will be able to make it back for a week or not all just kinda depends on how much my brother's college is gonna be . If i get too see you I hope I get too make it too your prom Sis ^_^ TC I love you and I want a picture of you in a dress whether you have annoying boy next to you or not I'll jsut cut him out so I have a nice picture of my sis.
Everyone else keep the dancepads lit and score some Double A's for me
and Dad its hot and dancing here in this whether is death on me. I miss dancing at home heh
bye all ^_^
PS for Angel 09178430306wating
Well lately been been kinda bored , Brents been nice too me suprisingly.... I think its cause Josh is actually standing up for himself more each day cause brent makes fun of josh's gf for the way she talks.
( Brent does impressions of her voice which makes her sound older then both my grandmothers combined with more of a crackle in there voice.... SADLY she does talk like that... Brents gf on the other hand I dont think I want to even discuss since I've been on good terms with him as good as they get for brent anyways. )
More and more each day I wondering what I'm going to be doing with these skills I'm learning and how to apply them. I feel like I'm not learning enough though so when I have the cash I go to the internet cafe and research programming when I can...
Brent's had an idea for a videogame for the computer so ive been researching how to make such things and found out I probably would like to go into programming for gaming myself since it would take around another 7 years too complete Bio-Imformantics.
( I took two intrests back before I started and went into thinking way back when what I wanted to do. I tried psychology but the problem was how I was going to have to work with the people here my speach in tagalog would have to get increasingly better. I hasn't and my filipino teacher didn't help me with what I needed the yeart before.)
Anyways bio imformantics which is using the deciphered human genome and applying it to medicine is out of my reach and doesn't look like I will be able to make there like I origonally planned too.
Game Design I can do and program fore and have fun in the process using both my psychology love and gaming both at the same time.
This last school year a few interesting things happened. I met a girl who enjoys who I am with all my wacky side traits and still loves me for it anyways and doesn't try to change me and lets me be me. My former russian ex-gf tried to make me stop acting the way i am and tried to change me. Its been a slightly rough relationship but its been a worthwhile one. I'm not saying I'll be planning a wedding or promising one. Thats something I can't do and not ready for . What I'm wondering is .... I've never had a relationship last this long that I've run out of material too be witty... UNCHarted territorty like this is kinda odd for the two of us since its both new for something to find liek this actually lasts.... Currently been...10 months going minus a 2 weeks of a major fight and im not sure of if i love you or this other person. oh and if I never told you guys her name is Margret or Magz,Maggie, Greta, for brent 3vil Gretchin, or what her family calls her Watts. She's half filipino half chinese and has large adorable eyes. If I had a larger picture of here I would send it . but neither one of us has the cash to go do much now a days.
Other then Magz..... lets see I screamed when i saw how horrible the filipino ballroom dancing for school PE is that made me cry. Margret was hitting me when I was watching the competition of terror for me .... Seeing Swing, Cha, and Quick step the way it was done..... *shutters*
I joined the Trace Artists Guild or TAG and have been learning a bit more of hip hop and breaking I think my friends bacvk home would be a lil bit more proud of me othe rhten dancing salsa and stuff. >_<; ( speaking of Salsa next month in the States I'm actually an adult by all standards and liable to be thrown into prison YIPPIE... but on the brighter side I can go to Sarayas and go Dance... I miss dancing with my friends back at the latin club but it doesn't bother me too often.
Studying is diifficult cause some of the teachers have a hard time communicating with me but when its in taglish I learn more filipino in the process. *sigh* for the second year in a row I don't get a dividend. which means im in for a world of hurt. Geez brent and me both in college.. and josh the next year... I'm feeling old and all my classmates are younger..
When I finish geez I'll be 23 but I'll be able to help my brothers finish up hopefully it will be worth it.... I'm trying hard to finish faster then normal , I'm taking extra classes each sem... My Gf hates me for it but thats okay. ^_^ I wonder if our relationship will be long enough to worry what happens after college.... I kinda want that problem to happen but lately I've lost faith in a lot of things in this world. I just have to do what needed of me and free up the burden on my parents and help my brothers , for now thats all I really care about.
Guys I'm sorry I don't know if I will be able to make it back for a week or not all just kinda depends on how much my brother's college is gonna be . If i get too see you I hope I get too make it too your prom Sis ^_^ TC I love you and I want a picture of you in a dress whether you have annoying boy next to you or not I'll jsut cut him out so I have a nice picture of my sis.
Everyone else keep the dancepads lit and score some Double A's for me
and Dad its hot and dancing here in this whether is death on me. I miss dancing at home heh
bye all ^_^
PS for Angel 09178430306wating