Sickness
As fun as it was to go back home it really didn't feel the same when I was there. And unfortuantly I probably wont make it back this summer to come see everyone.
Lately I feel like most of my friends I've made over the two semesters make me feel like a joke now a days sad to too say. Its either because alot of the girls are angry at me because I didn't pursue them and went for my girlfriend for the past 7 months who enjoys most things I due adn accepts me for my dorky self so I don't have to fake shit around her.
Me and my brothers have been doing game design layout and for one of the few times were not fighting as much. Its sad that my brothers Graduation and my own father doesn't think its important enough to go cause his wife is whining to him about another trip to mexico a few weeks before. So I really think my brothers are losing faith in him altogether and realize he doesn't give a shit that we exist. I'm worried about what my brother is going to do because unlike the people who stidied like hell to make it into the univerity he wanted , hes now screwed.... so Univeristy Philippines Los Baños isn't goign to be the location for brent it seems thoguh he dreamed of going.
I miss my friends back home but I'm sure everyone by now doesn't really give me 2 cents of thought sept maybe Tonacey, and maybe a people I know who went down to Vegas.
I'm in a bit of shock knowing Kevin is fucking married.... thats gonna be one for me to get used to. Hes always been a bit on the extremes side
I wonder how Tonacey Nicky Ian Pete David and Kirra are doing back home....
Shin, a civy ... thats one to see again, seems tghe hype when he signed up to serve his country after 911 is finally about to end
Lately I feel like most of my friends I've made over the two semesters make me feel like a joke now a days sad to too say. Its either because alot of the girls are angry at me because I didn't pursue them and went for my girlfriend for the past 7 months who enjoys most things I due adn accepts me for my dorky self so I don't have to fake shit around her.
Me and my brothers have been doing game design layout and for one of the few times were not fighting as much. Its sad that my brothers Graduation and my own father doesn't think its important enough to go cause his wife is whining to him about another trip to mexico a few weeks before. So I really think my brothers are losing faith in him altogether and realize he doesn't give a shit that we exist. I'm worried about what my brother is going to do because unlike the people who stidied like hell to make it into the univerity he wanted , hes now screwed.... so Univeristy Philippines Los Baños isn't goign to be the location for brent it seems thoguh he dreamed of going.
I miss my friends back home but I'm sure everyone by now doesn't really give me 2 cents of thought sept maybe Tonacey, and maybe a people I know who went down to Vegas.
I'm in a bit of shock knowing Kevin is fucking married.... thats gonna be one for me to get used to. Hes always been a bit on the extremes side
I wonder how Tonacey Nicky Ian Pete David and Kirra are doing back home....
Shin, a civy ... thats one to see again, seems tghe hype when he signed up to serve his country after 911 is finally about to end