Jun 18, 2005 10:54
Man life hasnt been going very well for me lately.
Daniel and I...I dont know how to put it. Any more shit like we have been going thru and I dont know how much longer we will last.
I had a GREAT day yesterday. Until I got on the phone with him.
Know how I said I was going to wait for his call. Well he called me that day. I was soooo happy. We didnt exactly make up but it gave me a fleeting hope.
Yesterday morning I went to the mall to talk to the Captain of security. That went really well. They said they cant hire me until I turn 18 but thats ok. I can wait. I have a job interview on monday. SWEEEET!~! I ran into the crazy korean Brett. It was quite awesome.
But then I got home...I called Daniel and it just seemed from his tone of voice that he wanted nothing to do with me. He said he was tooo busy. Fuck. Even if he was too busy he didnt have to sound like an asshole about it. He said he would call later....
I was super upset. Mary called at just the right time. Shewanted to know if I wanted to go to Allskate and skate with her. I said yes. I just needed to get away.
So we get there and automatically my good buddies at allskate cheer me up. Especially Brian. He rocks. I know I said I hated him but we worked stuff out.
So I get blades *I was like WOAHHHH* and start skating Brian and I got to talking and stuff. He is really not that bad of a guy. Hes quite the funny person. So he asked what time I wasgoing home and I said 10:30. He was like "Why the *Big Show* Is tonight." So I was like. Ummm if you can give me a ride home I will stay.
So I stayed. I asked him if I could use his phone and he said yes.
I called Daniel in the employees room. It was around 9. I asked him. "have you called yet?" He told me he didnt. I guess he just dosnt want to talk to me anymore.
I swear the way he makes me feel lately. I feel like I am always doing something wrong when half the time Im not. I admit what I said the other day was wrong of me but I didnt mean for him to take it that way.
Mary told me something last night.
"There are alot of good looking guys here after you. Daniel should watch what he says" I dont know about that but she had a point....I think. Im just to damn confused right now.
~Heather!~!