Im losing him
Here is what has been going on lately.
On Monday night Daniel and I got into a fight. As usual I know.
Anways... I said "Well all we ever do is fight so maybe we arnt right
for each other anymore..."something like that. Somebody said something
else and last thing I said to him was. "Fine Daniel FUCK IT ALL"
I regret saying it. What I ment by Fuck it all was Im sick of fighting.
Im sick of always feeling like Im not good enough for him. He took it
diffrently
He thought I broke up with him. I would NEVER do that. Thats why he
didnt want to see me yesterday thats why he didnt want to talk to me. I
fucked things up BAD!~!
So I apologized. Like a good girl should. But it wasnt good enough for
him.
So now he has some thinking to do. Im scared but here is a quote. This
made me scared...so scared....
"I had spent a night and a day letting her go in my mind...I don't know if things can ever be the same again...I just need time "
"I don't know if I will ever be able to over come this hurt, that is all I have to say... "
Thanks Krystal for tying to talk to him.
So I told Daniel
basicly....Im going to give him all the time he needs. I wont call him or talk to him on AIM or anything untill HE initiates the convo. Even if it means finding anew ride home from church sunday. Hopefully things will be worked out by then....
Day One....
Dying a little bit....one day
Heather!~!
"I had spent a night and a day letting her go in my mind...I don't know if things can ever be the same again...I just need time "
"I don't know if I will ever be able to over come this hurt, that is all I have to say... "
Thanks Krystal for tying to talk to him.
So I told Daniel
basicly....Im going to give him all the time he needs. I wont call him or talk to him on AIM or anything untill HE initiates the convo. Even if it means finding anew ride home from church sunday. Hopefully things will be worked out by then....
Day One....
Dying a little bit....one day
Heather!~!