Round and round and round she goes...
I am tired. Physically, emotionally, mentally. I haven't been this drained for two years. Nothing I do at the moment is good enough, nothing helps, nothing.
I'm sore; still. I have something called "Femoral Patella", which is where a muscle is pulling my kneecap out of place. I'm on a course of painkillers and physio, which unfortunately, only the painkillers seem to be helping so far. I'm not optimistic for this to be fixed quickly. When your physiotherapist makes the visual of the emoticon "O_o" when checking your leg, it's generally not good.
I'm not sleeping much anymore. I just can't.
School isn't going well. Results back from exams earlier in the year. Physics went badly (which was foreseen), Maths went ok, ICT went fine. If I want to get into university next year, I need for all of those to be "great" and not "meh". This new injury has meant I haven't been to class often, due to the fact that walking at the moment is like having your knees stabbed. Constantly.
Yeah, it's not been good so far, March. Two months til my final exams. I'm so not prepared.
I don't know what to do.
I'm sore; still. I have something called "Femoral Patella", which is where a muscle is pulling my kneecap out of place. I'm on a course of painkillers and physio, which unfortunately, only the painkillers seem to be helping so far. I'm not optimistic for this to be fixed quickly. When your physiotherapist makes the visual of the emoticon "O_o" when checking your leg, it's generally not good.
I'm not sleeping much anymore. I just can't.
School isn't going well. Results back from exams earlier in the year. Physics went badly (which was foreseen), Maths went ok, ICT went fine. If I want to get into university next year, I need for all of those to be "great" and not "meh". This new injury has meant I haven't been to class often, due to the fact that walking at the moment is like having your knees stabbed. Constantly.
Yeah, it's not been good so far, March. Two months til my final exams. I'm so not prepared.
I don't know what to do.