Aug 20, 2005 22:45
Haven't been posting lately... again... actually it's more like I
haven't been surfing the net lately... or actually use the pc... Super
Robot Wars Alpha 3 is eating most of my time... @_@ My routing upon
coming home usually consists of opening the pc, setting up downloads,
change clothes then go in front of the ps2 and play the game. Damn the
game is too addicting... just when I have been saying my to myself to
do better with my studies. >_<
Which leads to another thing... I have been losing focus a lot lately on my studies and some other things as well...
With the way things went during the 41 exam last week, I might end up
going bye bye to eee. T.T I haven't received the result of the exam
yet... but I'm expecting a line of 30 exam. T.T Man, it seems I no
longer on the same condition I was last sem when I was barely having
trouble at all... it seems I've used up all my abilities I have in my
entire lifetime last sem or something. -.- I wonder what is it about
last sem and the current sem that spelled the difference. Oh well no
use thinking about that. :p While I was able to do some studying
lately, it still not the same way I was doing last sem... it still not
enough. I have been trying to condition my self to study again, and
again, and again, but it's just no working much. >_< But of
course I won't give up... it's not like a wasn't in the same situation
before, and I've already proven that I can do it... so all I have to do
is to keep on trying again, and again, and again... Hopefully I will do
better now. >_<
Sore ja, jikai wo otanoshimi~ ^o^