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hmm today was quite a good day and tonite was a damn funny nite... but then i found sumfin out which wasn't too good. not too good at all. meh. now my heads even more messed up. damn it i am confused. ok well heres wot happened.....
wen i was in florence i sent jennie a *very* drunken message sayin that i thought i kinda liked max but wasnt gonna say anythin cos he liked other ppl. and 2nite i just found out that max knew about the message. which, if i fancied him, would probably be ok cos at least it would be out in the open and stuff. but thats the thing... I DONT FANCY HIM! ack ick meh. everythins so messed up now cos now max will fink i do fancy him. oh and jennies wee sisters also fink i fancy him. excellent stuff. everyone seems to be sure i like him but me. well neway back to *that* text message...
it was such a stupid message and there are only 2 reasons why i sent it....
1. i was absolutely *wasted*
and
2. meh.... this one is kinda hard to explain... but the main reason i sent it was cos i was worried about max. sounds really stupid i kno but there is a logical explanation... i fink. i dunno how to explain it in here and cant really be bothered rite now so i'll leave it. i mite add it in later.
meh im worried bout stuff now. and i feel so confused. and god damn it... where the fuck is jennie?????
nite nite... x X x
p.s. cant fit in more than one mood but it is....
confused, annoyed, sleepy and worried.
great. just great.
ick ick ick.....
hmm today was quite a good day and tonite was a damn funny nite... but then i found sumfin out which wasn't too good. not too good at all. meh. now my heads even more messed up. damn it i am confused. ok well heres wot happened.....
wen i was in florence i sent jennie a *very* drunken message sayin that i thought i kinda liked max but wasnt gonna say anythin cos he liked other ppl. and 2nite i just found out that max knew about the message. which, if i fancied him, would probably be ok cos at least it would be out in the open and stuff. but thats the thing... I DONT FANCY HIM! ack ick meh. everythins so messed up now cos now max will fink i do fancy him. oh and jennies wee sisters also fink i fancy him. excellent stuff. everyone seems to be sure i like him but me. well neway back to *that* text message...
it was such a stupid message and there are only 2 reasons why i sent it....
1. i was absolutely *wasted*
and
2. meh.... this one is kinda hard to explain... but the main reason i sent it was cos i was worried about max. sounds really stupid i kno but there is a logical explanation... i fink. i dunno how to explain it in here and cant really be bothered rite now so i'll leave it. i mite add it in later.
meh im worried bout stuff now. and i feel so confused. and god damn it... where the fuck is jennie?????
nite nite... x X x
p.s. cant fit in more than one mood but it is....
confused, annoyed, sleepy and worried.
great. just great.