Apr 27, 2003 11:07
so, here i am. i have decided that i'm going to restart my journal, although i'm not entirely sure why. i've just had this urge to write, and i think when i've been able to force myself to write on a constant basis, it's better for me and those around. well, at least i hope it is. sometimes writing, it seems, as incredibly straining and restrictive as it can be, can also help in that same sense to organize your thoughts and feelings into something cogent (or at least coherent). but before i go on and on about what's going on with me...
a big thank you to iweepforwonder for the new layout of journal. yes, yes, you're the layout queen. as to whether you shoudl go into graphic design, i think there are fewer jobs/careers availible in that right now than there might be in music...so maybe not. i choose the former, by the way (that you just have too much time on your hands.) but thanks anyway, i really appreciate it.
i suppose i should explain the layout that she spent a few minutes working on for me, then. in case you can't see the wording in the background because of this writing i'm putting over it, it's based around the eastman school of music, which is where i'll be headed next year. the title of the journal comes from something i wrote on december 1st of last year that really declared my intention to audition there and oberlin...now that i've been accepted into both schools, i've made my decision. i never thought it would happen, i really didn't. i'm not an exceptional virtuoso or anything. but apparently, these people have enough faith in me to let me study there for the next four years. wow.
i'll come back later with more. i think this will do for a first entry, no?