Jan 25, 2009 20:06
The stress I've had for the last month is really affecting me. My psoriasis is really bad and flaring up a lot and spreading everywhere. My arthritis is really bad, I haven't had my girly visit in a while, I can't sleep at night. I dunno what to do. I hate not having a regular decent income. This nanny thing is so not cutting it financially. I have to pay my mom for my January car payment and I don't have all the $$$ for it. I pay her $175 a month and I get I didn't earn as much as I usually would this past week watching Alyssa because I didn't watch her Monday or Friday. Even if I did, the amount I'd get would bairly cover paying her. She came home from the store tonight asking me if I was going to give her the payment for my car. I was hoping I could hold her off until this coming up Friday. I planned on paying her then. I'll be returning a few things tomorrow and then I'll see. Maybe I can hold her off until Tuesday and/or tell her tomorrow if I can pay her $100 tomorrow and the rest of it which is $75 on Friday. I wonder if she'd be cool with that.
finances,
mom,
car payment,
stress,
money