An Update
FUCK! I just deleted my entire entry on accident... Oh well... Ill sum it up.... Ive put off reading her letter for several days now... I opened it this morning... It says she realized that I used her , I find this funny because I always saw it as she was using me.... ( Obviously the letter is from Joyce ) So , Ive written my own letter to her , I hope she gets it :-)
Anyway ...... Im stuck on someone again ( GODDAMNIT ) but..... It gives a sense of relaxation knowing that Im stuck on her..... That tells me I am regressing back to my Normal State of " Jeff-ness " That I used to be at before I met Joyce.... So.... Yeah , There are alot of things changing about me , and not alot of people like the way I am sticking up for myself these days........... Oh well , Tough Shit.... If you treat me with respect I shall show you respect , That is how I live at home , So Why not live life that way outside home? My dad shows me not respect , rather hatred and anger.... so.... in turn... I show him the same..... So , everyone who reads this , Respect me and I shall respect you , as It Should be , But Try to Destroy and Corrupt that which I hold dear.... And you will wish that I was not someone that you had met.... anyway... Im tired of typing , Im going to sailwinds to do some major bass fishing with Clem.... Later...
Anyway ...... Im stuck on someone again ( GODDAMNIT ) but..... It gives a sense of relaxation knowing that Im stuck on her..... That tells me I am regressing back to my Normal State of " Jeff-ness " That I used to be at before I met Joyce.... So.... Yeah , There are alot of things changing about me , and not alot of people like the way I am sticking up for myself these days........... Oh well , Tough Shit.... If you treat me with respect I shall show you respect , That is how I live at home , So Why not live life that way outside home? My dad shows me not respect , rather hatred and anger.... so.... in turn... I show him the same..... So , everyone who reads this , Respect me and I shall respect you , as It Should be , But Try to Destroy and Corrupt that which I hold dear.... And you will wish that I was not someone that you had met.... anyway... Im tired of typing , Im going to sailwinds to do some major bass fishing with Clem.... Later...