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ok. this weekend.
i have 3 choices: go to nyc and try to hook up with marghe, go on a road trip to conneticut to go to a wedding with manu, go to my cousins 30th b-day party (white water rafting).
manu knows this guy (whose name i forget) who has a place in westchester, so i could stay there friday night (or marghe's or she could stay over, oh yeaaah) and then go to the wedding saturday, find out whats going on with the b-day party and try to fit it in somewhere in the weekend.
hope this whole being grounded thing is gonna be over soon. i don't have time to be grounded.
on another note, i just got back from nc and its the most fucking depressing place ive been. i don't even feel normal at all. i'm all antsy and stuff. ew. but chris is better. apparently, he did call me back and my uncle answered and he just hung up. lol. i miss him. alot. i feel incomplete. we're suppose to talk at like 9 tomorrow night. we haven't really talked. only had small talk conversations. i love him. i can't stop that. its just, ridiculous. he just needs to make time for me :). i've felt like crap ever since i was there at nc. grandma's dying which makes me ridiculously sad. everyone is so fucking messed up and my cousin is messed up but 50 percent better when i'm around.
i'm not gonna sleep tonight because esther is coming over, sleeping over, not really sleeping, but still being over, over. so yeah. it should be fun. exhausting but fun.
nothing bad has happened with brent. no shirt was given to him. he's still cool. i'm not in trouble. with anyone. plus i should be out of debt by the end of this week. but this weekend might get crazy...idk. if they let me go and i spend time with my dad alot. this would be amazing!!!!!
fuck yeah. i got shit to look forward to. i gtg sell stuff on ebay and be in the green for this weekend. fucking awesome.
omg its 11:11pm...i used to think that meant smth, but it really doesn't.
i'm so gonna overload on classes, i just know it. double major in bio and french and minor in german and hebrew. because i'm crazy.
and of course, do womens rugby (because i've always wanted to just drop my shoulder and plough through scores of people).
i'm soooo ready.
i have 3 choices: go to nyc and try to hook up with marghe, go on a road trip to conneticut to go to a wedding with manu, go to my cousins 30th b-day party (white water rafting).
manu knows this guy (whose name i forget) who has a place in westchester, so i could stay there friday night (or marghe's or she could stay over, oh yeaaah) and then go to the wedding saturday, find out whats going on with the b-day party and try to fit it in somewhere in the weekend.
hope this whole being grounded thing is gonna be over soon. i don't have time to be grounded.
on another note, i just got back from nc and its the most fucking depressing place ive been. i don't even feel normal at all. i'm all antsy and stuff. ew. but chris is better. apparently, he did call me back and my uncle answered and he just hung up. lol. i miss him. alot. i feel incomplete. we're suppose to talk at like 9 tomorrow night. we haven't really talked. only had small talk conversations. i love him. i can't stop that. its just, ridiculous. he just needs to make time for me :). i've felt like crap ever since i was there at nc. grandma's dying which makes me ridiculously sad. everyone is so fucking messed up and my cousin is messed up but 50 percent better when i'm around.
i'm not gonna sleep tonight because esther is coming over, sleeping over, not really sleeping, but still being over, over. so yeah. it should be fun. exhausting but fun.
nothing bad has happened with brent. no shirt was given to him. he's still cool. i'm not in trouble. with anyone. plus i should be out of debt by the end of this week. but this weekend might get crazy...idk. if they let me go and i spend time with my dad alot. this would be amazing!!!!!
fuck yeah. i got shit to look forward to. i gtg sell stuff on ebay and be in the green for this weekend. fucking awesome.
omg its 11:11pm...i used to think that meant smth, but it really doesn't.
i'm so gonna overload on classes, i just know it. double major in bio and french and minor in german and hebrew. because i'm crazy.
and of course, do womens rugby (because i've always wanted to just drop my shoulder and plough through scores of people).
i'm soooo ready.