Jul 11, 2009 21:29
I have heartburn from hell. At least when I'm laying on my side or back. Sitting up is fine, so I'm stealing my step-dad's recliner.
I blame the Zataran fish breader thing.
I talked to Kristie about maybe transferring to Northern. Her reaction wasn't revealing, but she would have told me if she didn't like the plan. Her concern was primarily would my relationship with my parents survive me staying here longer than the fall semester? I figured it wouldn't be a good time to ask whether or not she could stand me staying with her.
There really isn't much going on right now. Not even that much on TV. I need to work on my movie collection...I worked this morning (Wee, produce) and that's about it. (side note: Hoooooooly deja vu. Actually, it was rather mild, all things considered, but still....)
Maybe it's the lack of being truly busy, but I'm sitting here listening to cheesy and honestly awful music (Crush by David Archuleta, for example...) but I think I'm feeling the loneliness a little bit. I'm kind of stuck in a peculiar spot. I thoroughly enjoy the company of my co-workers, but a third are still in high school, the another are twice my age, the rest, well, I can do without.
So I don't have a social life and I don't really have a way of getting one either. Damn. Note to self, work on this...
On another note, there's this guy. I see him every now and again in the store. He's always in his work uniform and is slightly grungy (I think that's the word? He works at the automotive store across the parking lot.) He's kinda cute, so naturally, in my shameless sort of way, I was checking him out. And I know he saw me. So I looked away. I looked again. Caught again. Damn. But he smirked. It was one of those "I'mma look down, but I'm totally laughing right now" smirks. Okay. Interesting. So I don't have any direct contact with him, don't really see him except at a glance. Then I'm walking around to the deli and he's walking my way. I smile at him. (I'd be lying if I said it was my work-smile-and-nod I give to all the customers...) and he did that damn smirk again! GAH. I realize the odds are stacked highly against him being gay, but what can I say? I'm intrigued. I realize I'm coming off as a creep-ass....again. But it's better than the alternative, right? (I did mention the two grandpa-gays hitting me up, didn't I? *shivers*)
Blah. Now I'm sounding ridiculous again.
My sister had two of her wisdom teeth pulled. The total cost? Less than $300. And she doesn't have insurance. I think I know where I'm going when I have the money for it.
I think that's enough random-ness for one night. I'll post again, maybe when I actually do something?
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