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so i talked to my dying grandpa and even though he's annoying it is sad and i feel bad and i want to visit him because he is dying and i know he means well. poor old man.
i wish it was summer. expect me to be saying that a lot. it is just a give-in by now i assume.
my uncle told me i should write a story about my life and that it would be interesting and people would read it because i have so many issues so many different people can relate to at least one of them. i just said thanks for telling me i have a lot of issues. i atcually thought about it though. i hate writing about myself and all of my damn issues he reminded me of. i feel self-centered. i don't like that. god! you can't make me write a damn book!
yeah i miss my mom i need her around in the winter to get me by and i don't have her. last winter was different. bad different? good different? i can't tell. it was just different, okay? jeeze.
thank god competition was cancelled yesterday. me and jess jumped up and down friday night when we found out for like hours on end. no not really but it was just that awesomee. i want to go watch garden state with her. good stuff ..or so i hear. a girl with epilepsy and who is a pathological liar ..i swear that doesn't sound familiar. hmm ..sweet yo.
need a break from studying for midterms. i think i'm gonna go work out to get my mind off of things. wish i could go for a nice jog but NOPEE because there is snow EVERYWHEREE!!!
i hate snow. i went out on the quad for a bit today and played in the snow with the kids but it was not all that great. i'm nto trying to be pessimistic but i just really hate the snow. when i get on the bus in the morning and it's cold i listen to californiaaaa by phantom planet just to get me through the morose atmosphere. god.
bought napoleon dynamite yesterday. that shit is funny as hell. there aren't a lot of hysterical parts but the whole thing is just good old laughs :]
i'm too tired to continue my complaining. until the next time i dream of summer and wish for warmth ..