my crazy relationship
I'm so scared/paranoid about everything. So i love this guy, and I want to spend the rest of my life with him, he means the world to me. He is the only guy I have ever been in love with, he did break my heart though. He has cheated on me and I gave him another chance because I love him. I just hope he won't do it again in the future. I've never been in love before so I didn't know not to put so much of my heart and sould into this relationship. I didn't know how much heartbreak hurt. Oh well, I do love him and I hope that things work out. I still have a long time before I get married and to meet someone else but I really feel like he is "the one" and I just hope that he feels the same. I am in no way ready to get married right now. I have too much going on in my life, but one day it would be nice. :)