fuck you.
so i guess the past few weeks i have been living in a dream world. everything was going great. actually, i was just ignoring the stuff that wasn't going great.
today i had to wake up. and i realized that it is all worse than i thought. i finally expressed some of what i have been feeling to my dad. and i thought it might make me feel better. but all it has done is make me realize what a jack ass of a father i have. he is living in fucking denial and having a fucking pity party. as far as i am concerned he should do whatever the fuck he can to help my mom and i forgive him. he doesnt even realize how hard we are trying and the torture he is putting us through. he doesnt want to fucking try anymore.
well then fuck you.
today i had to wake up. and i realized that it is all worse than i thought. i finally expressed some of what i have been feeling to my dad. and i thought it might make me feel better. but all it has done is make me realize what a jack ass of a father i have. he is living in fucking denial and having a fucking pity party. as far as i am concerned he should do whatever the fuck he can to help my mom and i forgive him. he doesnt even realize how hard we are trying and the torture he is putting us through. he doesnt want to fucking try anymore.
well then fuck you.