You...you deserve nothing.
Inconsiderate bastard.
I hate you.
I HATE you.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU!!!!
I FREAKING HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God help me.
Help me not to hate him.
Ugh I don't want to hate anyone.
But you.
This is wrong.
I will pray for you.
I will pray for myself.
I wont let you seperate me from my God,
I wont let you have power.
You are powerless in my life.
You are the scum of the earth.
And if I hate you it makes me just as bad.
So I don't hate you.
But I'm pretty damn close to hating you!
I'm such an idiot.
Seriously I am stupid, not smart, retarded, whatever name you want to use,
That's me.
Some one kill me.
God, take pity on me...please end my life.
It's him.
He's making me angry, depressed, everything...
The bad times in life are suppose to make you stronger right...?
This is making me weaker.
I'm going to bend, and bend, and bend...
But sooner or later I will break.
Ugh, I wish you would just leave.
Everything would be better with out you.
My brother can walk me down the isle.
I can get a job to help my mom pay the bills.
Just as long as you can leave.
Just GO.
No one cares for you here.
That's a lie.
People care...
Just not me!!!
Should I care...?
No.
God please if you wont kill me take these thoughts from my head.
Do it.
Do it.
Just do it.
No I can't, I just can't.
Just do it...
Make them sorry for being the way they are...
No it's not fair.
Fair.
I hate that word.
Nothing in life is fair.
The word is a joke.
A BIG FAT FREAKING JOKE.
But what's new everything in life is a joke.
No,
Life is a joke.
Will it ever get better...?
Can I ever go back to being nieve...?
No.
No.
No.
STOP MOPING YOU IDIOT NO!!! THIS IS YOUR LIFE GET USED TO IT!! YOU CAN ATLEAST TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!!!
Stop the yelling.
Someone stop it.
Someone give me some earplugs.
I told my mom all I wanted for christmas was Elf, How the Grinch Stole Christmas(cause mine is broke :(.), and a "mojo" pillow; those things are neat. but yes my mom got mad. Mad. Because all I want is those things. Is that stupid or what...?
"Mom we are in dept, we don't have money for anything else..."
"Hunny that's not for you to worry about-"
"Yeah well you tell me all about it, you cry on my shoulder about it so what am I suppose to worry about...it's just christmas mom. A day out of the year where everyone does something nice for someone else, so throughout the next year they can be a total ass and not feel sorry about it..."
"Tiffany what the heck you love christmas...why are you saying all this..."(angry like)
"no reason....i just want those three things..."
"Why are you trying to ruin this...?"
"nvm...get me whatever you want i don't care anymore..."(walk away)
Got in a confrontation with Him today.
I'm not backing down to him...
He can not call me his daughter anymore.
Screw him.
He got mad...was going to smack me...
Oh i freaking wish he would have...
I would beat the shit out of him so quick his head would spin.
Come on do it...hit me just do it i dare you!!!
Be just like the last Him...that's what you will always be to me...from now on...a repeat of the last Him.
And you will end up a lonely old man.
Something you deserve.
I need to not hate him.
I wont.
No more.
I will forgive you.
But sir,
You have no part in my life from now on.
I wont ever forget November 20th 2004...the day I lost all my respect and love for You.
You are scum.
I hate you.
I HATE you.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU!!!!
I FREAKING HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God help me.
Help me not to hate him.
Ugh I don't want to hate anyone.
But you.
This is wrong.
I will pray for you.
I will pray for myself.
I wont let you seperate me from my God,
I wont let you have power.
You are powerless in my life.
You are the scum of the earth.
And if I hate you it makes me just as bad.
So I don't hate you.
But I'm pretty damn close to hating you!
I'm such an idiot.
Seriously I am stupid, not smart, retarded, whatever name you want to use,
That's me.
Some one kill me.
God, take pity on me...please end my life.
It's him.
He's making me angry, depressed, everything...
The bad times in life are suppose to make you stronger right...?
This is making me weaker.
I'm going to bend, and bend, and bend...
But sooner or later I will break.
Ugh, I wish you would just leave.
Everything would be better with out you.
My brother can walk me down the isle.
I can get a job to help my mom pay the bills.
Just as long as you can leave.
Just GO.
No one cares for you here.
That's a lie.
People care...
Just not me!!!
Should I care...?
No.
God please if you wont kill me take these thoughts from my head.
Do it.
Do it.
Just do it.
No I can't, I just can't.
Just do it...
Make them sorry for being the way they are...
No it's not fair.
Fair.
I hate that word.
Nothing in life is fair.
The word is a joke.
A BIG FAT FREAKING JOKE.
But what's new everything in life is a joke.
No,
Life is a joke.
Will it ever get better...?
Can I ever go back to being nieve...?
No.
No.
No.
STOP MOPING YOU IDIOT NO!!! THIS IS YOUR LIFE GET USED TO IT!! YOU CAN ATLEAST TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT!!!
Stop the yelling.
Someone stop it.
Someone give me some earplugs.
I told my mom all I wanted for christmas was Elf, How the Grinch Stole Christmas(cause mine is broke :(.), and a "mojo" pillow; those things are neat. but yes my mom got mad. Mad. Because all I want is those things. Is that stupid or what...?
"Mom we are in dept, we don't have money for anything else..."
"Hunny that's not for you to worry about-"
"Yeah well you tell me all about it, you cry on my shoulder about it so what am I suppose to worry about...it's just christmas mom. A day out of the year where everyone does something nice for someone else, so throughout the next year they can be a total ass and not feel sorry about it..."
"Tiffany what the heck you love christmas...why are you saying all this..."(angry like)
"no reason....i just want those three things..."
"Why are you trying to ruin this...?"
"nvm...get me whatever you want i don't care anymore..."(walk away)
Got in a confrontation with Him today.
I'm not backing down to him...
He can not call me his daughter anymore.
Screw him.
He got mad...was going to smack me...
Oh i freaking wish he would have...
I would beat the shit out of him so quick his head would spin.
Come on do it...hit me just do it i dare you!!!
Be just like the last Him...that's what you will always be to me...from now on...a repeat of the last Him.
And you will end up a lonely old man.
Something you deserve.
I need to not hate him.
I wont.
No more.
I will forgive you.
But sir,
You have no part in my life from now on.
I wont ever forget November 20th 2004...the day I lost all my respect and love for You.
You are scum.