is so f*cked right now.

All I can do is clean and think about cleaning and clean some more.

I function alright. I'm eating still...I'm doing too much but I'm trying to pace myself...a little.

Only five weeks left of this pregnancy (give or take) and that's craziness in a way because I have so much to do. Please baby...please wait!!! Please don't ( Read more... )

So we got into it again...pretty bad this time. I hate the fighting, but I kinda feel good when I'm yelling at him and saying what I feel without holding back. I dunno, maybe it's some sort of release that I don't feel I can get out any other way...but I'd rather it not be in front of Amara...and I'd rather it not be about what it was about...or me ( Read more... )

is happening at once ( Read more... )