Sep 01, 2009 14:36
I need to stop being so discriminating.
I need to be more myself.
I need to have fun.
I need to get the fuck out of Utah.
I need to go see Noah.
I need to get licensed and find a massage job.
I need confidence.
I need to let go.
I feel like my biggest obstacle is the constant hostility I face at home. My parents hate each other, they hate me and joel, they hate every thing and make sure every one knows that. Going home just sucks the life out of me. It ruined my confidence. I am not happy there and just need to get the hell out.