why am I getting so sketched out?
I hate myself. A lot lately. I am getting insecure over the stupidest things.
I know why. I'm not being very productive. I'm not writing, I'm not mod podging things together like I normally do. I'm working at the deadest of dead-end jobs, I'm moving back home. Duh, Caitlin. Duh.
So here's the deal, I'm going to suck it up. Stop complaining. I'm quitting wellbutrin (fat caitlin, fat caitlin) find a different job, at least a second job. less hours at the tire store. move out, preferrably to PC or SL. Work on getting back into massage. Do it on your own. All the way, car-insurance-on-your-own.
I know why. I'm not being very productive. I'm not writing, I'm not mod podging things together like I normally do. I'm working at the deadest of dead-end jobs, I'm moving back home. Duh, Caitlin. Duh.
So here's the deal, I'm going to suck it up. Stop complaining. I'm quitting wellbutrin (fat caitlin, fat caitlin) find a different job, at least a second job. less hours at the tire store. move out, preferrably to PC or SL. Work on getting back into massage. Do it on your own. All the way, car-insurance-on-your-own.