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[tinydancerx13]

sorry for not updating. yesterday i taught at the studio from 4-9, then i went straight to my boyfriends til like 1 today, then i was back the studio from 3-9. um so i havent really pooped at all really? i feel extremely bloated. i went a little bit today but not as much as i thought i would? iiiii dunno, tonight i had to take 2 of the pills so

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[ur_w0rst_enemy]

♥ I go thru cycles like that too. I'll fast for days, then have about two days that I'll try to "restrict" but I'll end up eating normally (normally being like a MILLION cals in a day). I've never been much for fast food tho, but fries are my WEAKNESS.

in other words, you aren't alone in the hating yourself. You'll get past this and be stronger soon.

ugh

[tinydancerx13]

i really honestly do hate myself..once i start eating i CANT STOP! i just keep going and going and never get full, i dont understand how my stomach can hold that much food sometimes. then i'll purge and go eat again. i hate it :( i really dont like purging at all, i wish i could have control.

[roxxxybetz]

i've been having the same problem! its lost i've lost control or something. i just don't think, but i'm sooo hungry uggh! i hope things go better for you! but just know you aren't alone!