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ahhhhhh what the hell is wrong with me! I've been working sooooo hard at school for the last 9 months to get my legal office assistant certifiate and to not have to ever worry about school again until I decide I want to upgrade or whatever. Yeah...sounds great..except that I fucking threw it all away cuz I withdrew from my stupid accounting course after getting a D on the midterm..I need a C+ in all my classes to get my certificate and I figured that I wouldn't be able to pull it up in 2 days and a final on monday work like 45% of my grade...my mum is gunna kill me...but she hasnt talked to me in 5 days so I can prolly postpone that for a while...stupid woman and my dad said its fine..but I've totally let my grandparents down and they've put so much into helping and supporting me, especially financially and now I have nothing to show for it :(whats next? I dont even know what to do!