Drunk

Mar 25, 2006 11:36

Nicole... If I was a lesbian I would be heart broken that you aren't, because I am in love with you.

Two years ago seems like a life time away. There is a rift somewhere in the past two years of my life. There was a point where I changed, or figured myself out, or somthing. Perhaps the loss of my innocence and my first sept to becoming who I am today. Life is so emotional and brilliant, chaotic and filled with apathy. I think that there is another rift forming, and I know I have to get to the other side before the crevas is too large or I will be stuck. The difference between this rift and the latter is that two years ago is that I encouraged the rift. I just don't want to let go of all the good-ness. I want to stay with all of my friends whom I have known so much love.
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