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So I am all graduated and done with my highschool shit, and tomorrow is my last day of college finals. I have been out of my mind crazy with stress for almost two weeks strait. I hate it. I am not myself and I am always grumpy and impatient. I want summer times and sun shine back in my life.
I have to find another job where I can work full time and make more then my current $7.75 at The City. Life is getting kind of scary, normaly I embrace change, but I am at a turning point in my life. I could go anywhich direction and it will determine what I will be doing, and who I am next year and the year after that. It isn't like me to be so shaken like this. Normaly I dive in head first already knowing ...
I wish that my parents would support me in what I want to do with my life. I guess that it is hard to expect that for any parent though. I can only do what I know because all I have is myself. SO many people are going to go away and starting new lives.
I feel crazy, like I am being chucked off of a cliff with the expectation that I will fly. I guess that I need to work on those wings.
I have to find another job where I can work full time and make more then my current $7.75 at The City. Life is getting kind of scary, normaly I embrace change, but I am at a turning point in my life. I could go anywhich direction and it will determine what I will be doing, and who I am next year and the year after that. It isn't like me to be so shaken like this. Normaly I dive in head first already knowing ...
I wish that my parents would support me in what I want to do with my life. I guess that it is hard to expect that for any parent though. I can only do what I know because all I have is myself. SO many people are going to go away and starting new lives.
I feel crazy, like I am being chucked off of a cliff with the expectation that I will fly. I guess that I need to work on those wings.