yep
heh Im bored tired and I wanna die...whats new...I took this stupid quiz thing and it said I was Emo.... heh I still say Im just me but w/e makes sence I guess with how I am and shit I dont fucking know dont care either.... so i was cleaning my room and found a bunch of notes danny wrote me awhile ago... I read some...I was sitting in my closet for the longest time reading and laughin at them cuz he was funny and actually seemed like he cared about me and loved me then... made me feel good tho...even after we stoped dating...he said I looked hott... and he cared too much about me...I forgot about that shit... I dont know why... but it really sucks if he has to move to BFE... Id hate that...getting used to some place and then havin to move right when I do... I dont know...I feel bad for him but at the same time it makes me wanna jump off a bridge cuz I dont know whats gonna happen and I dont want him to leave me...after I got done talkin to him last night I was online for awhile and then laid in my bed thinking and cried... this morning I looked what time it was and tryed to fall back to sleep but the first thing that came to mind was Danny...and it took me for ever to fall back to sleep..then around 2 I finally got outta bed and went pee..tried to go back to my room but my dad could tell there was something wrong so stoped me and gave me the 3rd degree... sucked so I talked to him woke my mom up got dressed and went to my aunt sis' house for awhile and then hung out with my mom all night untill a few hours ago she fell asleep in my bed and I took a shower then kicked her out so I could clean my room...now shes on the coutch...OH I feel down the stairs... triped on the god damn dogs toy and slid down the stairs woke my mom up and scared the shit outts the dog... hurt my shoulder and my ass but Im fine...lol went back to my room for a smoke break and now im here WOW isnt that great....Im actually cold sitting here... i think my tits could cut glass right now...heh Im really sleepy but I dont know I wish I had something to do cuz I dont wanna lay down right now cuz Ill start THINKING and its bad for me....::sigh:: I havent heard anything from my bro yet... I think hes still with Alisha... I dont know...I wish he would call tho! I miss my little bro... he moved out and now dannys gotta move...looks like now I am really losen my 2 favorite boys... great... thats my life right there.... and whats kinda sucky about it...theyre not even happy...heh... alright well Im gonna go think of something better to do then write in this about how depressed I am...oh my mom snoars REALLY loud! DAMN! ok bye! ::sigh::