Update
Well, today's my appointment to either figure out I'm pregnant or get more clomid. I've taken two home tests, one last Thursday and one last night. Both were negative. So odds are good I'm not pregnant.
I'm stressing anyway.
Why?
Because I should be cramping like crazy and I'm not.
Assuming my periods are around 34-35 days, which they mostly are:
I should have started cramping last week anytime I was aroused, or (god forbid) had sex. I didn't.
I should be cramping this week period. Not even a twinge.
Assuming that taking clomid would regularize my periods:
I'm on day 29 of my cycle and should either be pregnant on a home test, or bleeding. I'm neither.
Now, this leaves basically three possibilities.
First, that I THINK I'm pregnant on a level deep enough to stop my period and cramps indefinitely. I...guess it's possible?
Second, that the clomid didn't work, but I ovulated anyway, which would be a week later than clomid made me expect...which would mean I'm fertilized but not yet implanted, so pregnant but not producing hormones to detect on a test.
Third, the clomid DID work, I ovulated during the proper week, and then ovulated again a week later when my body would normally do it. That brings us back to being fertilized but not yet implanted, so not showing on tests. I'm just not sure whether that third theory is even possible (asking the doctor this afternoon).
So that's my status, that's my stress, and dammit I just want to KNOW.
I'm stressing anyway.
Why?
Because I should be cramping like crazy and I'm not.
Assuming my periods are around 34-35 days, which they mostly are:
I should have started cramping last week anytime I was aroused, or (god forbid) had sex. I didn't.
I should be cramping this week period. Not even a twinge.
Assuming that taking clomid would regularize my periods:
I'm on day 29 of my cycle and should either be pregnant on a home test, or bleeding. I'm neither.
Now, this leaves basically three possibilities.
First, that I THINK I'm pregnant on a level deep enough to stop my period and cramps indefinitely. I...guess it's possible?
Second, that the clomid didn't work, but I ovulated anyway, which would be a week later than clomid made me expect...which would mean I'm fertilized but not yet implanted, so pregnant but not producing hormones to detect on a test.
Third, the clomid DID work, I ovulated during the proper week, and then ovulated again a week later when my body would normally do it. That brings us back to being fertilized but not yet implanted, so not showing on tests. I'm just not sure whether that third theory is even possible (asking the doctor this afternoon).
So that's my status, that's my stress, and dammit I just want to KNOW.