Liveing sometimes is like trying to forget someone who is part of you.
When sitting I often wonder, I always say look at the big picture. What if the big picture can't be seen. The big picture is now not later. The choices we make today only have something to do with the big picture, if make make to tomorrow. I used to live for the moment for that second, but its the big picture. When, Where, Why,and how thats what i ask myself. Was it work? Heart breaks? Growing up? Taken in more life, realizing that people are nothing of what they seem. That no I can't die tomorrow I must be touroute here on this walking hell. OR not, but whatever. "The Brain what a wonderful thing to wasted."