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so here i am i made it .... i am finally in flordia.... kinda sucks though... i already miss people.... i miss kris, becuase he keeps me believing that i actually matter (even if it is only to him), i miss Ben t. because he makes me laugh when i feel like i'll never smile again, he also made me relize that even without love i can be happy, i miss jon because i always miss jon and missing him is like breathing, constant and neverending..... i miss harris because i will always miss harris, he was never really there to begin with and missing him will just become another thing to add to my list of reasons not to date.... those are the people i will miss most... and really the only people i've even been close to these past few months... Anyway, i think daddy and i found an appartment.... we wont be able to move in until friday or saturday... but thats ok. We are staying at his girlfriends house right now... tomorrow we will probably get burnt on the beach... the beach is only like 10 min away from the apartments we will stay in... i'm sure i'll get tired of it, but it is a good thought to know that the beach isn't far if i find someone to pass the time with.... i've always wanted a romantic walk on the beach.... i guess i actually am a girl at heart.... who knew? ok well i'm gonna go... write more later...