last dream
I had a dream last night that I was with a bunch of people from high school and we were supposed to fill out this blank page with who went were from some picture. Really made no sense. I was also married or somehow with Justin and we were buying a house. Somehow it was tricky and we could lose all our pictures from where ever we were coming from so he had put a bunch of pictures of me up around the new house but there was none of him and I didn’t know how to get them. And that’s about my stupid dream.
And BTW Justin really isn’t talking to me anymore. I don’t get it so I have decided to just quit calling him. I think he is trying to help my marriage by not calling me. Smart but still frustrating.
The night before that I had a dream that Anthony came up to me and said he heard I was going to marry his dad and I was going to be his new mom and he wanted to know if this is true.
I never had dreams or thoughts like this until Justin decided not to call me anymore. He went from talking to me everyday to barely never. I think I have had two conversations with him in the last 7 days. Its sad. It makes me sad. I wish I had never found him so then I didn’t miss him. I don’t remember how long it took me to get over him moving when we were in high school. He had moved to Utah and never tried calling me again. He was pretty much my best friend and just disappeared on me. And when I found him again I learned he moved back to Lancaster and never tried to contact me. But now he is in Utah again with two kids. He really has no reason why he didn’t contact me. Just pretty much decided not to contact me so that he wouldn’t have to hurt over me again. Again? Yeah again. Because I got a boyfriend. Explain that to me. So now he is gone again. Who cares if it hurts me?!
And BTW Justin really isn’t talking to me anymore. I don’t get it so I have decided to just quit calling him. I think he is trying to help my marriage by not calling me. Smart but still frustrating.
The night before that I had a dream that Anthony came up to me and said he heard I was going to marry his dad and I was going to be his new mom and he wanted to know if this is true.
I never had dreams or thoughts like this until Justin decided not to call me anymore. He went from talking to me everyday to barely never. I think I have had two conversations with him in the last 7 days. Its sad. It makes me sad. I wish I had never found him so then I didn’t miss him. I don’t remember how long it took me to get over him moving when we were in high school. He had moved to Utah and never tried calling me again. He was pretty much my best friend and just disappeared on me. And when I found him again I learned he moved back to Lancaster and never tried to contact me. But now he is in Utah again with two kids. He really has no reason why he didn’t contact me. Just pretty much decided not to contact me so that he wouldn’t have to hurt over me again. Again? Yeah again. Because I got a boyfriend. Explain that to me. So now he is gone again. Who cares if it hurts me?!