Jun 21, 2005 14:33
GAH! It's getting to be too much! Between Nick Springthorpe hitting on me, Robert trying to hold my hand, and Josh teasing me by acting like a horny beast I feel like I am trapped!!! GRR! Don't you people know? The more you like me, the more I push you away. You hate me, and I'll hug you.
And I feel like I'm handeling it all wrong. I'm being a bit too nice, I have to show a bit of uninterest if I want them to grow out it, right? Not that I should be mean, but I have been acting like I have no clue that they like me, and it only bates them to talk to me more, more, more. >.< This is hard.
On the plus side, Rebeccah is still awesome. I'm getting along with the student aides in my group pretty well also.
On another negative side, I have to babysit today. I'm sooo sick of babysitting, I hardly even LIKE kids, they annoy the crap out of me! 'Oooh look at me!' 'See? I poked my toungue! Isn't that amazing?' 'Do this!' 'Go here!' 'I hate my sister!' :p
So, considering that I started off pretty well today, making a good breakfast, I'd say this day is neutural. Which is fine by me, I just don't want to have a bad day. :)