Jun 20, 2005 14:34
Ok, I've been thinking. I over-reacted. I don't think I'm wrong, but I do think I could've kept my mouth shut. I'm acting like my mother -.-
But you guys must understand, I'm loyal and self righteous. Or maybe protective. I don't know. I'm sorry if I came across as bitchy, or self righteous, I only did because...I kinda am ^^;;
Ok, moving on. Today was the first day of SCAMP. I'm in the high school group, and Nick Springthorpe is in that group. -.- I feel sooo bad everytime he tries to confess his 'undying affections' to me. What can I say? 'That's inappropriate' 'I'm not allowed to date' or maybe just leave it to his link to shuffle him away to do something else?
Other than that, today was very fun! I got a rash from the lake water again, so now I don't have to go in past the shoreline anymore! SCORE! I hate it when I get rashes, it looks soooo gross.
Rebeccah is awesome, as always. I think we're going to have a bunch of fun this summer.
Am I so pathetic that I would hope to meet guys at SCAMP? Yes, I am. -.-;;
I need to grow up, I feel like I come off as so childish. I hate it. I don't want to be unhappy, just more mature. Able to sit freakin STILL and not shriek everytime Josh Teresigni looks at me all creepy.He's just trying to get a rise out of me, and I give it to him everytime. I need to SHUT UP!
On the plus side, I think I am getting better at getting guys attention without being obnoxious, and looking open for conversation afterwards. Either that, or guys are more outgoing now. I don't know. But I think summer should be fun. Hahaha, wouldn't it be fun if I had a summer 'fling' that people talk about in the magazines? Nah, probably not. It would be awkward. :P
Well, I'm tired. Going to take a nap. Later, y'all.
P.S Amanda, you and me this weekend. Eh?