Brake ups to make ups!
wow- happy valentines day!
not....
last night i was on the phone with will, and he had a bad day at work, so he was taking it all out on me. so we got in a fight, and 10 minutes b4 midnight, he clicks on me, and wouldnt answer the phone. so i was talking to booga. he called me back at 12:35 and was like "im sorry", but inside i just wanted to say "FUCK YOU!" ...i said "happy anniversary.
so then it got better, and i went to sleep, but i cant help but feel like its changed between us. im done with it. im done with lieing to him, and myself. i need to be single for awhile. but i cant do it while school is in. i cant be his rock, when ive just found my place. a year....weve been going out for a year. but yet the whole reason why i started going out with him was to not be alone anymore. im done with it. he knows it and i know it. its just a convieniance now.
i miss chris.
so much it hurts.
where are u?
what happened?
and tony hasnt emailed me or texted me.....grrrrrrrrrrr! never mind it all....boogas right....love fucking sucks!
not....
last night i was on the phone with will, and he had a bad day at work, so he was taking it all out on me. so we got in a fight, and 10 minutes b4 midnight, he clicks on me, and wouldnt answer the phone. so i was talking to booga. he called me back at 12:35 and was like "im sorry", but inside i just wanted to say "FUCK YOU!" ...i said "happy anniversary.
so then it got better, and i went to sleep, but i cant help but feel like its changed between us. im done with it. im done with lieing to him, and myself. i need to be single for awhile. but i cant do it while school is in. i cant be his rock, when ive just found my place. a year....weve been going out for a year. but yet the whole reason why i started going out with him was to not be alone anymore. im done with it. he knows it and i know it. its just a convieniance now.
i miss chris.
so much it hurts.
where are u?
what happened?
and tony hasnt emailed me or texted me.....grrrrrrrrrrr! never mind it all....boogas right....love fucking sucks!