emo post
i suck.
i suck i suck i suck.
i hate building up my own hopes, and getting caught in my own faults.
but...it is my fault.
and i completely understand that.
and i'm sure no amounts of "i'm sorry" will really change much.
perhaps just time.
if that.
i wish i knew what to do.
it's almost funny how much can happen in two days.