are you fucking for real??
okay.....as if my life cant get any worse, my "best friend" is "in love" with MY boyfriend. Okay first off, HELL THE FUCK NO. ok? is this clear with everyone?? okay good....moving along! I've been hanging out with Felisha ("my best friend") since I got back to WV. This whole time, I've been either using her cell phone, my grandmas phone or the internet to talk to Chris. I love Chris and everyone who knows me well enough knows this....right? okay kewl. Well Felisha is supposed to be "in love" with this guy named James, cuz she said it IDK how many times..."Devin I love James, I do, I would do anything for him....blah, blah, blah I love him, I really do." Now....fuckin, what....2 days later she loves MY boyfriend.... uh no. And shes "known for a while" that shes had these feelings for Chirs. Sorry, but you dont get these type of feelings about someone after only talkin to them online an on the phone for like 2 weeks or less. It just doesn't fucking happen. So anyways, I try to call Chris to ask him about what he wants to do and w/e and the only way I can get his answer is to block the # an call him. then I get the my battery is dying story...which IDK if its true or not BC he wont call me back, an so I'm sittin here about to cutt my fuckin self or snort some pillz or sumthin cuz I cant take this bullshit no more. some one please tell me what I did to deserve this?? I love Chris with everything I have and Felisha ur gonna sit there an tell me that Chris dont deserve someone whos gonna not be themselves to him?? FUCK YOU, you dont know what Chris deserves and you sure as hell dont know me like you thought you did, bc you can ask my FRIENDS FROM MIDDLE SCHOOL, THEY ALL KNOW I HAVENT CHANGED ANY CUZ IM ALWAYS ME!!! How are you gonna say you love my boyfriend...and James...and wanna fuck Todd...and wanna fuck John (@ YOUR GRANDMAS FUENERAL!!!)...an you fuck Kenny....an you wanna fuck that other Chris guy...an you try an meet diff guys everyday online...AND YOU THINK YOU CAN ADD MY BOYFRIEND TO YOUR PILE??? FUCK OFF...YOU HAVE WAY MORE GUYS THAN YOU NEED!