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[tinkerbell46]

okay, so I talked to (ANOTHER) Air Force Recruiter just so my Grandpa would be happy and quit hassaling me about it...wrong. now im even more hard pressed to make a desision that I dont feel like making anymore. This always happens to me. I work up the balls to decide that this is what I wanna do.....people fuck with me...I lose momentum to the point where, Frankly My Dear....I Don't Give A Damn. lol, old movies rock. anyways...I dont wanna NOT join the military and have my grandparents/parents think its their fault bc they bugged the piss outta me...but @ the same time they r gonna be pissed if I dont do what they want me to do, and its not what I want. I dont wanna be in the Med field in the Air Force for upwards of 4 years just bc I didnt wanna upset my family when I was 17.....Idk what to do. Ahhhh yes...an then there is Chris. I wanna be with him BADLY....but I can't askhim to move for me!! esp. not across the states. If I do go I wanna be stationed in either CA, FL, or HI an I know he wont wanna do that. ok no I dont know...I just dont wanna ask. lol. Devin hates rejection! Besides, with everything thats been going on right now....how rude would that be of me to start talking about stuff like that? I know he doesn't need relationship BS right now....*siiigh* I need advice. Ne1 know when a good time to bring this stuff up might be??

HELL YEAH BITCHES...MY SEX IS GOOD!! LOL