just thoughts
Christopher leaves in about 3 weeks, and I don't really know how to process that. He will be gone for a whole year or more. I know it is going to be hard on both of us.
I wonder what it will be like foe him when he comes home. Things here will continue moving on without him here, and it's like when he gets back we will all be a year ahead of him. I will do everything I possibly can to make the transition easier for him, such as sending him lots of videos of anything new happening here and such. And tons of videos of Trevor. I hope Erin will send him lots of vids and pics of the boys too. I bet she will.
I am also going to try to get healthier while he is gone. I asked him the other day if he wanted me to send him pictures of me if I am able to lose weight or if he wanted it to be a surprise. He told me to ask him when he gets there. Makes sense. How can you decide how you will feel in a situation you've never been in before? You wait till youre in it.
I am going to miss him so much. I want him to make sure he sends me a lot o photos on him while he is over so I can constantly show T his face, that way when he comes back he will remember him. I love it when C walks in a room, and T just gets this HUGE grin on his face. It's probably the best feeling ever.
Anywho, just had to get a bit of that out. Trying to find ways to make it seem real in my head that I wont see him for a year.
I wonder what it will be like foe him when he comes home. Things here will continue moving on without him here, and it's like when he gets back we will all be a year ahead of him. I will do everything I possibly can to make the transition easier for him, such as sending him lots of videos of anything new happening here and such. And tons of videos of Trevor. I hope Erin will send him lots of vids and pics of the boys too. I bet she will.
I am also going to try to get healthier while he is gone. I asked him the other day if he wanted me to send him pictures of me if I am able to lose weight or if he wanted it to be a surprise. He told me to ask him when he gets there. Makes sense. How can you decide how you will feel in a situation you've never been in before? You wait till youre in it.
I am going to miss him so much. I want him to make sure he sends me a lot o photos on him while he is over so I can constantly show T his face, that way when he comes back he will remember him. I love it when C walks in a room, and T just gets this HUGE grin on his face. It's probably the best feeling ever.
Anywho, just had to get a bit of that out. Trying to find ways to make it seem real in my head that I wont see him for a year.