real entry
ok, well i guess i could update you guys.
I start back at borders on Monday. I am half and half looking forward to it and hating the thought of it.
I have never been apart from T for more than a few hours, or one feeding at most. I am going to miss him SO much. But it will be a relief to know that if I want to go buy him some clothes we will have the money for that.
I am only going back for a max of 31 hours per week, but still. that is 31 hours plus drive time each week that i am missing out on my son.
I hope I will be able to pump enough. I do not want to give him formula when I can provide the best nutrition for him for free, you know?
I start back at borders on Monday. I am half and half looking forward to it and hating the thought of it.
I have never been apart from T for more than a few hours, or one feeding at most. I am going to miss him SO much. But it will be a relief to know that if I want to go buy him some clothes we will have the money for that.
I am only going back for a max of 31 hours per week, but still. that is 31 hours plus drive time each week that i am missing out on my son.
I hope I will be able to pump enough. I do not want to give him formula when I can provide the best nutrition for him for free, you know?