I sure broke down here.

[tinkerbell118]

Hey kids.Goodness yesterday was my breaking point.All this stuff with aren took it's toll yesterday and i just broke down and cried.I cried for a long time i couldn't quit.Then i got really mad.I hate letting a boy get to me soo much.He has really made me weak and vunerable.But i think i'm ok with it.I decided that i'm gonna have andrea give aren the letter while i'm gone and that's my last attempt to try and figure out what the hell happened.It's all on him now..and if he decides not to respond..then you know what i have no reason to feel bad anymore cause he's the ass.I did nothing wrong to him so i have no reason to feel like this.I hope he tries to work this out with me but if not then..oh well his bad.So i'm good.I guess i needed that breakdown yesterday to realize i'm fine without him.I think me going away for a few days will do me some good too!But yah i'm going to the beach till Saturday..i leave tonight.I do have to get going tho so i'm gonna end it here.I love you guys and i'm gonna miss you!xoxox.

Amanda,Andrea and Meg-i love you very much and i'm gonna miss you like crazy..thank you for everything lately guys.I owe you!...Andrea call me after you give it to him just to let me know you did it.Thank you to the moon and back.And ya'll better call me just to tell me you miss me!xoxoxoxoxo