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May 29, 2009 07:33

I had planned to post about this when it happened but never got around to it.

The guy I posted about a few posts ago ended up being my boyfriend for lets say maybe two weeks tops. I hadn't heard from him in a while which was odd because he sent me text messages pretty much every day when he got up to wish me a good morning, etc. So, I of course had tried to call him and text him a few times. With no avail, I just thought whatever and left it alone. On the Saturday before memorial day weekend, I got a phone call from his mother. She had let me know that he had passed away. The cause of death was a heart attack, which even though he was only 24, his history made that all plausible. I just couldn't fathom it though and I was still trying to figure out what exactly he was to me. I was still thinking we were never gonna get past the friend phase. So why did I say yes to being his girlfriend? I really don't know. I believe it was the situation which he asked me it.

I think its really just odd to not get texts from him anymore or to even hear from him. But I didn't know him well enough to be sad. And even if I had, I am quite an emotionally devoid person.
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