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[tinhdieu]

it's at the point in time when you decide what's gonna be your choice of life... should i die or wait to see what happens.. I'm really sorry all of you if this happens to be my last entry... what's the point of a family if all they can do is lead you to craziness? well i personally don't know... I am really really sorry if i lose my ehad and end it

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[priklypineapple]

Ngoc, right now the only thing I want is a place for you to be happy. I want you to be able to find it, but please... find it here. You've still got friends that love you more than you know. I don't know how you view your parents, but I'm sorry they can't be more supportive of you. I, as well as many others, support you. We support your life above all. Please keep it. You're a gift to the world, Ngoc. You can't see it now, but one day you'll be happier. You won't live under your parents' roof. You won't have to abide their rules. You'll have your own life. You'll make some guy feel like he's the luckiest person in the world one day. You'll have a great job, great kids. They'll all go to good schools. They could be the top of all their classes or failing every single one. You'd love them all the same. And you'd make sure they knew they were loved. You make me feel better about myself every time I see you, believe it or not. I see you, and I see you smile, and I think "Wow, she looks like the most content person in the world.". No lie, either. You may be faking it for our sake's or your own, but you can fool me all you want. I love to see you looking happy. I hope you can overcome what it is you're going through, because no one should endure the feelings you're enduring right now. I'm sorry if all my pleading has only made you feel worse, but this is the only way I know how to express what I think. I just hope you get this. Merry Christmas, Ngoc.