Its difficult to not take the one's close to  you for granted-you assume they will understand-and you realize thats its not that easy when you are taken for granted and you don't understand. *sigh*

Worked from home today, since I was a little down from sore throat. Thought I would probably be able to take it easy, but just when I logged in,. I noticed my mgr had already things pinned on me ( Read more... )

I have come to terms with it- I AM A WORKER BEE AFTER ALL !! And what worse I can't stand it anymore that people mess up their priorities- why can't they set their priorities in life right? . GRRRRRRR..I know I know you will perhaps say my priorities is different from the person sitting next to me- but some things are so so so obvious- I guess more ( Read more... )

Vacations are wonderful -but but ONLY for this much- a never ending vacation would lose its charm-eventually. Its nice to take it easy and laze around some  many times. But I think it is nice to have smaller goals which can keep us focused.Else if one takes life on a day to day basis with no scope or goals planned he or she tends to just exist.

And ( Read more... )

I hate it when I am thrust lemon's and asked to make lemonade, when I am just not in the mood for it-in real life let me compare it to this-its like somebody leaves the bath tub full of water- it sits there forever till I chance upon it and then have to clean it because it has gathered this mucu"sy" layer of yaky stuff. I like cleaning and making ( Read more... )

She said people think of he to be a much worser person than she actually was. This gave her an added advantage she added. People would not know the actual person she is ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder - why I am where I am.. .. just does not make sense to me, feels like a huge load that I am lugging.

Just venting- this day will pass too

I used to pepper my lingo with the word "fuck" when i was growing up - as in growing up say late teens early twenties. Very infrequently it used to pop out like "Fuck I am in deep trouble/shit". "Fuck thats expensive, now I can't afford my tuitions", or "fuck him".

Over the years I stopped using it- I have no clue why- I think its more out of ( Read more... )

Off and on  I have mentioned about a friend of mine who was (is?) in a relationship with a guy who she thought was suffering from bi-polar but wasn't ready to acknowledge and get it treated. She opened up to me about it a lot, she would call and discuss it with me. On my part, I felt that I wanted to be there for this single lady who looked like ( Read more... )

I met a longish lost friend. It was wonderful catching up- I could see time hadn't changed a thing, but in an odd sense it had- for one I felt much older. I can't seem to pinpoint why that is- or maybe I was just hallucinating. But it was surprisingly fast that the seconds ticked into minutes and soon an hour slipped by- a lot of catching up done, ( Read more... )