A Soft Whisper
Title: A Soft Whisper
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: fluff, angst
Rating: PG
Word count: 461 words
The tears he had been holding back fell and he clenched his fist tighter. The nails cut into his palm and the pain pushed him further.
"I don't love you anymore."
It came out as a soft whisper, he didn't intend it to be that way. He wanted it out loud and determined but his voice can't be projected as his tears continued to fall.
"Look at me."
His gentle voice caress him as he bowed his head low, afraid to look into his eyes, afraid to show his pain.
He took a step closer and watch as he flinched slightly.
"Look at me..."
This time, he placed his arms on his shoulders, willing him to look up.
Yamada did and his watery vision was met with eyes filled with sadness. His heart clenched.
No. No. I don't mean it that way!
His heart was screaming internally, his brain bursting to speak the truth but his mouth kept shut.
"I don't love you anymore. I'm breaking up with you."
Another sentence that came from a stranger, another sentence that he disagree fully.
"Sou na no?"
Yuri's gentle voice floated towards him again and he felt his heart clench further.
I have to protect you. I have to leave you. So stop it!
The internal battling was missed but Yuri could see through him. Gently, he tip-toed and wiped Yamada's tears away with his thumb, caressing his cheeks in the process.
"If that is so.. why are you crying Ryosuke?"
Yuri knew. It was that obvious but he had decided to let Yamada say his piece and so he kept quiet as he listened to him. His eyes filled with sadness as he watched on. He could feel Yamada's pain.
"I... I..."
Yamada's lips tremble and his voice faltered. No explanation came. None.
Yuri smiled, closing the distance between them and placed a soft kiss on Yamada's trembling lips.
"I still love you though."
It was that very sentence, the one his heart willed to hear. At this point of time, he couldn't hold back anymore and so he broke down. Grabbing the hem of Yuri's shirt tight, Yamada rest his head against Yuri's shoulder and cried, shoulder's shaking.
"Yosh yosh~"
Yuri smiled, a little wider this time as he hold Yamada in his arms, gently patting his back in the progress.
He would never let him go, he need him too much, this person who spoil him so much.
"Ryo-chan.. chotto... omoi desu ne."
He ruffled Yamada's hair and felt him pouting, maybe even sulking in the progress and he laughed.
Yamada held on tighter, wrinkling the hem of Yuri's shirt further.
"Zutto.. soba ni iru."
A soft whisper in his ears and Yamada blushed. Never would he let go now.
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: fluff, angst
Rating: PG
Word count: 461 words
The tears he had been holding back fell and he clenched his fist tighter. The nails cut into his palm and the pain pushed him further.
"I don't love you anymore."
It came out as a soft whisper, he didn't intend it to be that way. He wanted it out loud and determined but his voice can't be projected as his tears continued to fall.
"Look at me."
His gentle voice caress him as he bowed his head low, afraid to look into his eyes, afraid to show his pain.
He took a step closer and watch as he flinched slightly.
"Look at me..."
This time, he placed his arms on his shoulders, willing him to look up.
Yamada did and his watery vision was met with eyes filled with sadness. His heart clenched.
No. No. I don't mean it that way!
His heart was screaming internally, his brain bursting to speak the truth but his mouth kept shut.
"I don't love you anymore. I'm breaking up with you."
Another sentence that came from a stranger, another sentence that he disagree fully.
"Sou na no?"
Yuri's gentle voice floated towards him again and he felt his heart clench further.
I have to protect you. I have to leave you. So stop it!
The internal battling was missed but Yuri could see through him. Gently, he tip-toed and wiped Yamada's tears away with his thumb, caressing his cheeks in the process.
"If that is so.. why are you crying Ryosuke?"
Yuri knew. It was that obvious but he had decided to let Yamada say his piece and so he kept quiet as he listened to him. His eyes filled with sadness as he watched on. He could feel Yamada's pain.
"I... I..."
Yamada's lips tremble and his voice faltered. No explanation came. None.
Yuri smiled, closing the distance between them and placed a soft kiss on Yamada's trembling lips.
"I still love you though."
It was that very sentence, the one his heart willed to hear. At this point of time, he couldn't hold back anymore and so he broke down. Grabbing the hem of Yuri's shirt tight, Yamada rest his head against Yuri's shoulder and cried, shoulder's shaking.
"Yosh yosh~"
Yuri smiled, a little wider this time as he hold Yamada in his arms, gently patting his back in the progress.
He would never let him go, he need him too much, this person who spoil him so much.
"Ryo-chan.. chotto... omoi desu ne."
He ruffled Yamada's hair and felt him pouting, maybe even sulking in the progress and he laughed.
Yamada held on tighter, wrinkling the hem of Yuri's shirt further.
"Zutto.. soba ni iru."
A soft whisper in his ears and Yamada blushed. Never would he let go now.