I can't go
Her foot steps ran in her ears as she walked further away. She knew she shouldn't look back, she shouldn't. Shutting her eyes closed, Seohyun quickly picked up her pace with a million thoughts running through her head.
Once she was at the door, she held her head down.
A pair of shuffling feet could be heard opening the door, "Oh, Joohyun-ah" it was her unnie, Taeyeon who pulled her inside, "Yah, what's wrong?" she frowned upon seeing the youngest's face wet with tears, hugging a huge teddy bear, clutching a bouquet of flowers in the other hand.
It only took thirty seconds to gather up the sleeping members of Girls' Generation to the living room with Seohyun in the middle. Crying her eyes out, she didn't hold back. There were no cameras, no flickering lights, nothing but her caring unnie-deul. She hugged the fluffy teddy tightly, wetting its fur with her salty tears.
"Joohyun-ah..." Hyoyeon pouted, squeezing her shoulder in support. While the others pouted as well, giving her words of courage. They all told her she shouldn't cry. It should be a happy day. Although she parted with Yonghwa...it was an artificial relationship, wasn't it?
But those words didn't do anything, they actually made her crying worse and they sat there, feeling bad for the youngest.
"Aigoo... Seororo" Taeyeon pouted, giving her a hug. "It's okay, let it all out."
And she did.
She had Taeyeon and Tiffany sleep with her that night, still hugging her teddy bear as she stared into the darkness of the night. She couldn't sleep. Thoughts ran through her brain over and over again. The scene playing out in her head. She had realized, just when she turned around and walked out. Looking at him there, that she loved him.
But what could she do now?
Suddenly, her phone vibrated.
She grabbed her phone from the nightstand and opened it.
03:53 A.M.
From: Yong
Seo Joohyun, you better not be crying.
Quickly, she sniffed, and replied back.
3: 57 A.M.
To: Yong
Just thinking... how about you, Yong choding?
4:05 A.M.
From Yong
Just got back. Tired and sleepy, but I couldn't sleep till I knew you were dreaming already. ^^
4:13 A.M.
To: Yong
Aiiigoo~ Please get some sleep, you don't have to worry about me anymore.
4:16 A.M.
From: Yong
But you accepted my heart, remember?
Seohyun blinked and could've sworn her heart skipped a beat when she squealed silently, smiling brightly in the darkness.
Once she was at the door, she held her head down.
A pair of shuffling feet could be heard opening the door, "Oh, Joohyun-ah" it was her unnie, Taeyeon who pulled her inside, "Yah, what's wrong?" she frowned upon seeing the youngest's face wet with tears, hugging a huge teddy bear, clutching a bouquet of flowers in the other hand.
It only took thirty seconds to gather up the sleeping members of Girls' Generation to the living room with Seohyun in the middle. Crying her eyes out, she didn't hold back. There were no cameras, no flickering lights, nothing but her caring unnie-deul. She hugged the fluffy teddy tightly, wetting its fur with her salty tears.
"Joohyun-ah..." Hyoyeon pouted, squeezing her shoulder in support. While the others pouted as well, giving her words of courage. They all told her she shouldn't cry. It should be a happy day. Although she parted with Yonghwa...it was an artificial relationship, wasn't it?
But those words didn't do anything, they actually made her crying worse and they sat there, feeling bad for the youngest.
"Aigoo... Seororo" Taeyeon pouted, giving her a hug. "It's okay, let it all out."
And she did.
She had Taeyeon and Tiffany sleep with her that night, still hugging her teddy bear as she stared into the darkness of the night. She couldn't sleep. Thoughts ran through her brain over and over again. The scene playing out in her head. She had realized, just when she turned around and walked out. Looking at him there, that she loved him.
But what could she do now?
Suddenly, her phone vibrated.
She grabbed her phone from the nightstand and opened it.
03:53 A.M.
From: Yong
Seo Joohyun, you better not be crying.
Quickly, she sniffed, and replied back.
3: 57 A.M.
To: Yong
Just thinking... how about you, Yong choding?
4:05 A.M.
From Yong
Just got back. Tired and sleepy, but I couldn't sleep till I knew you were dreaming already. ^^
4:13 A.M.
To: Yong
Aiiigoo~ Please get some sleep, you don't have to worry about me anymore.
4:16 A.M.
From: Yong
But you accepted my heart, remember?
Seohyun blinked and could've sworn her heart skipped a beat when she squealed silently, smiling brightly in the darkness.