Find me in Love with you chp. 22
Title: Find me in Love with you chp. 22
Author: tine_cheese
Rating: NC-17
Length: [21/?] series
Warnings: Yaoi, Sex
Genre: Drama and Romance
Pairings: YunJae, YooSu, JaeSu
Summary: As a host, Yunho was the best in all of Seoul. He was hot, handsome, and experienced. Jaejoong on the other hand was a big businessman who loves to party as much as he loves to make money. Even though Jaejoong always did one night stands, he came back to Yunho again and again and again because truth to be told, he was first first. As days past, the well known host was planned to get married by his parents and Jaejoong soon found out how he loved him. But Jaejoong's business partner, Junsu knows he loves him so. Who would be each other's destiny? Would they break free?
1)They Meet Again
2)Making him Forget
3)2 Years Later
4)Do you Love me...
5)Can't Stay Away
6)In Total Denial
7)Second Thoughts8)Acceptance, he is in Love
9)Love Confessions
10)Love in Bed and Other Places
11)The More it Shows
12)Thanking Junsu
13)Confession, Damnation, Destination
14)Changmin's Lover
15)Determination is Key
16)Lunch Dates
17)Suddeny Changes18)Junsu
19)My Best Friend
20) Regret
21.) Mixed
Jaejoong&Yunho&Taeyeon
He was all smiles, from the moment they reunited to the time they stepped foot into Jaejoong’s familiar, and dearly missed house. His arm wrapped around Jaejoong’s waist, and his free hand holding the grocery bags. He felt so complete, so right. “Here” he said, swinging the door open for Jaejoong with a big smile spread across his small face.
Jaejoong on the other hand, felt the complete opposite.
The moment he saw, heard, sensed of Yunho’s once most wonderful and loving aura, that is now frightening and chilling, he wanted to die on the spot. When he felt those strong, warm, comfortable arms tighten against his figure he wanted to die and go to hell. He absolutely knew he didn’t deserve his hugs, his kisses, and his love.
“U-uhm” he blinked, very fidgety ever since they united, “T-thanks” he replied almost like a whisper with his eyes on the floor and everything else except Yunho’s own pair of orbs. His feet walked onto the wooden floors and Yunho’s footsteps echoed his, then a third pair of footsteps, not as loud as theirs came inside as well.
“Wah!” Taeyeon smiled, her eyes examining Jaejoong’s home. “This place is very nice, Jaejoong-sshi” she nodded, “Its very neat and sleek~ I like it!” she chuckled and thought about Yunho’s tiny, messy and colorful apartment. “Much roomier than Yunho oppa’s place” she added in a softer tone.
“Thank you” Jaejoong replied, forcing a smile on his face. “Please, just put the groceries on the counter Taeyeon-sshi” he requested as he showed her by his example. He didn’t want the girl to carry his groceries but when they were in the supermarket parking lot she insisted. Taeyeon nodded as she was ordered to place the new items on the counter, and she does it perfectly without any of her usual clumsiness. Which was very wonderful on her part, she didn’t need to apologize, blush bright pink and bow a thousand times and look stupid in front of such fine gentlemen.
Of course, she knew that they were in fact a couple. Though, just standing in front of them made her feel a tad insecure of her outer appearance. They were handsome and she found them so.
She blinked, observing Jaejoong’s movements and how shaky he seemed. She giggled to herself, thinking it was very cute that he was nervous because his lover has come back. She thought that he probably felt butterflies in his stomach all over again, maybe like the first time they had a date or the first time they ever made love to each other. Maybe even the times Yunho would smile and he’d go weak and eventually melt into a puddle.
“Jaejoong-sshi! Do you need any help?” she asked with a smile, taking a step closer to the counter, her eyes watching Jaejoong’s pair of swift hands. “Uhm, no. Its alright, thanks though” he smiled at her with a nod. “Just take a seat on the couch and watch TV or something” he shrugged, glancing at Yunho’s shoulder then it takes him a few seconds to move up to his cheeks. So that, it’d look like he was looking at him. “Y-Yunho-ah, entertain our guest please” he smiled an unstable smile at him.
Yunho blinked, tilting his head to the right as he looked at Jaejoong’s eyes and was surprised to find that he had to search for them. “Please, Yunho-ah. Baby, please” he asked him again, his voice… his tone sounded different. But he couldn’t put his finger on it.
“Alright” he replied with a smile. “Taeyeonnie, why don’t you go in the living room first, I’m gonna help Jaejoong here for a few seconds” he threw her a thumb’s up. “Ok!” Taeyeon replied and made her way to the living room, not having much concern about the two. She had friends with the same condition back at home. Instantly after Taeyeon skipped her way to the living room, Yunho quietly snuck up on his lover with a mischievous grin spread across his face. “Gotcha” he whispered beside Jaejoong’s sensitive right ear the moment his arms locked around the elder’s waist. The older man closed his eyes as he shook his head slightly, “Yunho-ah…not now” he whispered in return. The bright smile on Yunho’s face began to disperse, a little confused of his lover’s actions. Wasn’t he happy that he came back?
“What’s wrong?” Yunho replied, keeping his arms around the other, he wasn’t going to let go. He promised himself that he would never let go again. “Nothing” Jaejoong whispered lightly as he sighed and got back to putting the groceries away, he didn’t want to tell him so soon. Or was he being selfish?
“Don’t lie to me now” Yunho pressed a gentle kiss on Jaejoong’s nape, inhaling the sweet scent that only he possessed. “I’ve known you for years, you know I see through you” his smile was soft and faint. “Come on” his voice was too.
“Yunho-ah…--“ Jaejoong held his breath in, afraid that he was going to burst into tears. “Can I tell you later?” he gulped thickly, his hand on top of Yunho’s locked pair as he paused his work. “I’m sure you’re tired from traveling” he nodded. The younger man didn’t have a choice so he nodded and kissed him on the same spot, “Alright” he then, rested his chin on Jaejoong’s shoulder. He sighed softly, just enjoying the feeling of having his lover back in his arms where he belonged. “I missed you so much” he whispered with closed eyes, “And the more I missed you… the more I realized how much I love you”.
Junsu&Yoochun
“Why? What’s wrong? Why are you crying?” Yoochun held Junsu’s delicate face in between his palms, his expression filled with much concern over his lover. Junsu gulped, shaking his head as he practically cried intensely, he didn’t want to tell him then. He would hate him. He would throw him out of his place and leave him on the street, he didn’t want that. Anything but that.
“Oh, come here” Yoochun hugged Junsu tightly when he figured the other wouldn’t fuss up just yet. “I missed you so much-I-I-god, Junsu-ah. I’m so happy you’re here” he smiled, placing kisses all over Junsu’s wet face. He wiped his trail of tears, replacing them with heart-felt kisses, “Shh…shh… its alright” Yoochun tried calming Junsu down.
“I did something really bad” Junsu blurted out, his heart couldn’t take it anymore. “I did something really, really bad” he didn’t even have the guts to look Yoochun in the eye.
Yoochun tilted his head to the side with his eyebrows scrunched together, “Well… it-it can’t be that bad” he offered a smile; everything seems better with a smile.
Junsu shook his head, unconvinced it cannot be that bad. It was that bad-even beyond worse.
“I…I was drunk…” tears began flowing in his eyes once more and he could sense the familiar sting to his nostrils as he began. “I-I didn’t-I couldn’t….I…I didn’t know what I was doing” He pursed his quivering lips together, falling apart within a few seconds. “Yoochun-ah, I’m so sorry” he looked up to his eyes with pleading eyes filled with hot tears.
“I-I … I’ll do anything you say!” tears flowed through his eyes and down they rolled his face.
Yoochun was confused; he was more than sure that Junsu would never do anything that horrible. “Junsu-ah! W-what’s wrong?” he held his arms firmly, “Tell me what’s wrong first before you-you-“ he let out a sigh. “I would never be mad at you” he gazed unfathomable into his eyes.
Junsu’s lips quivered, “You would be…” he sniffed, nodding his head. “You-“ he began hiccupping, “-might even hate me-for it” his tearful eyes looked up at Yoochun and buried his face against his neck. He cried and cried, apologizing to Yoochun over and over again without saying what exactly he was apologizing for.
Jaejoong&Yunho&Taeyeon
“Mmm~” Taeyeon gulped, nodding frantically as her taste buds danced happily, “This is delicious!” she exclaimed before eating more of the dinner Jaejoong had created. The older man smiled in return, “Thank you, Taeyeon-sshi.”
Yunho finished chewing before opening his mouth to praise about his lover’s amazing cooking, “He’s really good in the kitchen” he nodded, “You can ask him to make you something he’s never heard of before and nail it.” There was a bright smile beaming across his small face, and Taeyeon couldn’t help but giggle as she watched. “Wah… oppa must be really well-fed” she smiled as she took another spoonful.
“He’s really good with baking too” Yunho added.
“Oh?” Taeyeon tilted her head to the side, “Really?”
Yunho nodded, “Yep, its easy peasy~” he chuckled softly, “Right Jaejoong-ah?”
“U-uhm” Jaejoong blinked, giving Yunho and Taeyeon a forced smile before nodding slightly. Jaejoong sighed, looking down at his plate. He didn’t feel hungry at all, even though he hasn’t eaten anything all day. Ever since his dark deed he had no appetite actually, he felt so…dirty and as he stood before his lover; his faithful lover-Jaejoong felt like shit.
It was as if Yunho was prying the truth out of him, with all the sweet, loving touches and the wonderful words of admiration. Maybe he already knew and was just testing Jaejoong; maybe he wanted him to suffer under all this guilt.
“The last time Jaejoong made me a cake was my birthday” Yunho nodded, leaning against the table and rested his elbows on the edge of the table as he recalled the sweet memories of him and his lover at home…
Yunho just arrived as always, and was about to call out, letting the other know of his presence but the lights were turned off. He blinked, taking slow steps, as he wasn’t sure that the space before him was open. “Jaejoong-ah? Are you he-“
“Happy Birthday!” Jaejoong popped up from behind the kitchen counter and switched the lights on with a birthday cup cake all lit and pretty. Yunho smiled at the sight of his lover grinning at him, “Is this for me?” he asked as he walked to Jaejoong and warped his arms around his waist easily. Jaejoong looked up at him and shook his head, “Ah, no. This is for my other, better-looking lover who’s also named Jung Yunho” he smiled coyly with a chuckle.
“Oh?” Yunho smirked and tightened his hold on Jaejoong as he leaned forward for a chaste kiss. “Mhm” Jaejoong pursed his lips from getting anymore, for the time being. “Jealous?” he cocked a curious eyebrow. Yunho shrugged and showed a slight frown to show that he didn’t, at all, care. “I actually would like to know more about this other Jung Yunho of yours” he nodded, lips brushing down against the soft skin that covered his sexy jaw line which trailed down to his seductive neck. The gesture made Jaejoong laugh, his hands placed on Yunho’s upper arms with his right hand securely holding the cupcake.
“Well, I’ve already shared the fact that he’s absolutely handsome” A soft smirk appeared on Jaejoong’s face.
“Really now? What’s your favorite feature of this…Yunho?” He asked, holding back a laugh but displayed a proper amused smile as his lips tickled Jaejoong’s sensitive skin. “Hmm….” Jaejoong closed his eyes for a moment, “I can’t decide, he’s perfect” he replied easily. “I tally countless mornings of waking up to his adorable face” Jaejoong expressed, turning to face Yunho with a smile. “Yeah?” Yunho chuckled softly before kissing Jaejoong’s lips once more, “You really think I have an adorable sleeping face?” he questioned. “I thought you disliked my sleeping habit,” he whispered against Jaejoong’s luscious lips, softly biting his lover’s lower lip.-
“Please-“ Jaejoong rose from the table with white fists, “stop” he gulped, clenching his jaws tightly. Yunho looked up at him, confused as well as Taeyeon. “What’s wrong?” he asked, “Did I say something?”
“Excuse me” Jaejoong said quickly before dashing to his bedroom. He locked himself and jumped on his bed, hugged his pillow and began weeping. He couldn’t take it. He couldn’t live under so much guilt. He had no idea how it felt, the feeling of remorse toward the most important person in your life was… too much to even express in words. And so he cried silently, ignoring Yunho’s calls from behind the door.
“Jaejoong-ah, Jaejoong-ah!” he sighed, knocking softly. “Did I say something that upset you? Baby, open up!”
Taeyeon bit her lower lip, feeling partially at fault. “Oppa” she whispered, “I’ll head back” she nodded. “Its okay” she smiled softly, “I’ll go heat up something when I get to the apartment” she waved at him before leaving out the door.
Still, after several hours Jaejoong wouldn’t answer the door that just got Yunho more worried. After what seemed like a lifetime, he decided to call Junsu.
Ring Ring Ring
Yunho sighed, pacing around the living room. I wonder what’s going on with Jaejoong…
Ring Ring Ring
He cocked his head to the side; usually Junsu would have answered his phone by then. “Hmm… what’s going on with everyone?” he spoke to himself before hanging up.
Yoochun&Junsu
“Feel better?” Yoochun asked, rubbing Junsu’s shoulder.
He shook his head in return; he still had this heavy load of guilt in his chest. “Yoochun…I have to tell this to you” he pursed his lips.
Yoochun nodded, “Yes, what is it Junsu? I’m all ears” he sat beside him.
Junsu sniffed, tears beginning to appear in his eyes once again.
“I…I slept…-“ he gasped, choking on his tears, “-with Jaejoong.”
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AN: This is really getting so difficult for me. I must not tackle drama genre no longer T.T
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