can't say goodbye, but I need to

Mar 16, 2003 19:49

Let me tell you, I live for the glamour. For the stage lights & bright eyes & all the inbetweens. I live for the moments, not for the memories, because memories leave you empty & alone. I should know. Let me tell you, the stage was all ours. Even the music played bitterly in my head, it was all there, & we both felt it. The magic that is only cinema, but in our case more. Yeah, it was the teenage dream, the teenage dream. Now you keep your distance, but that's okay, cause I can't risk it again. With chemistry comes explosions. Yeah, explode & fade, that's what we'll do.. explode & fade. That's what you always do, except this time it was me, instead of someone else.

Now I dream of sandy headed boys that play polo, with boring blue eyes, & little bow ties. I'm through with boys like you. I can say this now, but words don't really mean anything, do they? You've proven that point well enough. You've got some nerve & some tongue. Oh boy. Oh life.

why do I spend all my silly time writing about this? why? why? why? when will I write anything worth reading? I don't think I ever will...

war is bad.
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