Based on all of the things I've read, it appears to me that she had a little crush on you and wanted to pursue it to see how it would go. After going out, seems like both you and her weren't all that into it so now she got that itch scratched a touch I'm pretty sure she'll move on in life
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I don't WANT to be alone. I'm not asexual and I don't detest relationships. But I'm scared of people and always feel like a fraud whenever I talk to them. I can make small talk, but it requires great effort and leaves me feeling drained afterward. Yeah, I'm well aware that I'm a coward and pathetic. But I also can't seem to change that.
I've never been able to develop other hobbies; nothing really seems to appeal to me. And I've never seriously been able to TRY tabletop RPGs because I've never found a group or anything like that. When Greg has his little bi-monthly game night parties with card games and such, that is about the absolute limit of my social interactions. I only even started going to THOSE because he's my best friend and made it clear my attendance was expected. They've gotten easier now that I've been to half a dozen or so, but... they've been my limit so far.
And yeah, I like Avenue Q too. Never actually seen it in theaters, though, just heard the soundtrack. You been to a live showing?
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I've never been able to develop other hobbies; nothing really seems to appeal to me. And I've never seriously been able to TRY tabletop RPGs because I've never found a group or anything like that. When Greg has his little bi-monthly game night parties with card games and such, that is about the absolute limit of my social interactions. I only even started going to THOSE because he's my best friend and made it clear my attendance was expected. They've gotten easier now that I've been to half a dozen or so, but... they've been my limit so far.
And yeah, I like Avenue Q too. Never actually seen it in theaters, though, just heard the soundtrack. You been to a live showing?
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