Spin me round again and rub my eyes this can't be happening....
My Grandma died tonight....and I can't figure out why I am updating livejournal right now. But I don't know what I should be doing. What do you do now? Somebody please tell me? I should take a shower, or maybe eat? I can't remember when I last ate? Maybe yesterday. My head hurts and I don't think I have any tears left so I can't cry. I have to go to the airport. But what then....